Updates to playlist: Writting Playlist

Alice Cullen — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 01:52:36 -0000

Updates to playlist: Stephen Sondheim Songs

Alice Cullen — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 23:29:46 -0000

Lost Love (IMPORTANT!)

Alice Cullen — Fri, 30 May 2008 22:11:49 -0000

This isn't a story or something like the last journal I did. This is something that has been important to me, and yet I've never said anything about it. I guess part of the reason is because of the last thing that happened between us when I left him.
When I was a little girl, I knew this boy. He was cute and kind. He had black hair, dark eyes and I think he had tan skin. At least it was darker than mine. I'm European, so I'm pretty much as white as you can get. But he was the sweetest boy. And it wasn't long till I had my very first official crush on him.
It turned out that he had a crush on me too. I shared my first kiss with him, though now I don't consider it as a serious kiss because...well, we were kids. To a kid a kiss isn't anything because you get kisses from your relatives all the time. We don't realize the feelings behind it.
But after a while, I had to move away. We were both horribly upset over it (though I don't consider the kiss we shared as a first kiss, I still consider him as my first boyfriend) but unfortunetly, my last day with him we got into a argument over something stupid. I tried to make up with him just before I left, but we were kids, and kids aren't always very forgiving.
It really hurt to leave him and it has always been a regret that I was never able to see him again. I tried to write letters, but I guess the whole, "I don't forgive you because I'm nine" thing kind of stopped him from writting back...or I just got the adress wrong, either way.
I'm older now and he is too...unless something horrible happened, but I don't want to assume anything just yet. We've matured (hopefully) and I want to find him. I know, what are the chances, right? But the internet has made it so that its easier to find someone. Its not like the early ages when there wasn't any technology so that if you moved or something you'd basically never see your family again. So I was hoping that I could find him. I'm not sure if I can do it alone, though.
His name is Ryan Walker. I don't think he'd really care if I put his real name out on the internet. He's probably around 16 or 17, I'm assuming he still has black hair and he probably still has dark skin. He has one older brother, though I'm not quite sure I remember his name. I have a year book somewhere, but I don't know exactly where that is at the moment.
If anyone knows a Ryan Walker or finds one (it would be really cool and I'd love you forever if you did) I need some kind of contact. He won't recognize me by my internet name, so don't bother menchioning it since he'd probably be like, "Who's that?"
This is really important to me and I want to move on knowing that that whole spiff is resolved. For those who help, thank you so much! You have no idea how much this means to me.
OH! His older brother's name was Philip Walker. See? Tip of the tongue, tip of the tongue....
Thanks for reading my little internal drama!
Love,
Alice

Into the Night by Santana feat. Nickleback

Alice Cullen — Wed, 28 May 2008 22:00:42 -0000

Halo Theme

Alice Cullen — Wed, 28 May 2008 21:43:21 -0000

Callling You by Blue October

Alice Cullen — Wed, 28 May 2008 12:32:24 -0000

Attack by 30 Seconds to Mars

Alice Cullen — Wed, 28 May 2008 06:24:50 -0000

Updates to playlist: Final Fantasy Piano Collections

Alice Cullen — Sun, 04 May 2008 20:12:53 -0000

Updates to playlist: Kissing Death soundtrack

Alice Cullen — Tue, 15 Apr 2008 00:02:29 -0000

You know you've gone insane when

Alice Cullen — Tue, 12 Jun 2007 20:07:24 -0000

Sumary;
Takiko Okuda has been back in her world for two years...except she's not exactly in her time piriod...instead of living in the 1940's, she now lives in the year 2006! Not only is there a time diffrence, but now she has accidently become a famous singer in hollywood! When someone who looks remarkably like Limdo starts attending her school during her senior year, what is she to do? Not only is she confussed by who this stranger is, but Takiko's also a bit buisy trying not to get assasinated! COMPLEATED!!!!
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