Mia Lil Wing

It's Not About You, It's About Me...

Mia Lil Wing — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 19:43:15 -0000

Slowly I rise from the once comfortable bed, on which I was lying. I cannot feel my legs, yet I manage to stumble to the dressing table. I glance up and look into the mirror, “who are you?,” I cautiously ask the figure staring back at me. She seems to be so tired, broken and depressed. I wonder if she has always been this way or if something only recently upset her..? I have seen her before, the last time I saw her she seemed so happy and carefree, and yet look at her now…. I see it in her eyes that the world is caving in around her, she is trying to be strong, she is trying to hold it up, but to no avail. She is shaking tremendously and I can see that she fears she is going to fail.

As I stand gazing at her, I see the little droplets fill her eyes. She tries to hold them back, but the emotion overwhelms her completely. Suddenly, I realize that I can feel the droplets that are running down her face, I am feeling her pain and her heartache. This fear is overwhelming, why do I feel what she feels? Who is the girl staring back at me as she cries..?

My legs soon give way, and I sink into an uncomfortable position on the floor. My legs are tucked beneath me, my head is resting on the cold, hard floor and I still feel those droplets running down my face. “Stop this!,” I scream aloud, yet I don’t stop. I begin to shake uncontrollably. “Please stop…?!,” I plead with myself, as the tears flow, this cannot be right. “You have not been so soft in an eternity, what has come over you suddenly?!”

The emotions soon swallow me whole, as I realize that the figure, the one who stares at me, the girl consumed by so much pain and fear, she is really me. My eyes feel puffy and my body feels old and tired. Slowly my eyes begin to close, and the world turns black…

Here I stand at the edge of a cliff, with the wind blowing all around me, and the waves angrily breaking on the rocks below. I feel so overwhelmed by this unknown emotion, and my eyes soon fill with hundreds of tiny droplets…

As the sky turns a dark shade of blue-black, the wind begins to blow vigorously… I can feel the wind nudging me, whispering to me, telling me “jump and it will all be over.” I stand on the ledge, close my eyes and spread my arms as if to fly, when suddenly a huge gust of wind comes up from behind and pushes me off of the ledge… I open my eyes and realize that I am falling! The speed at which I am hurtling towards the ocean is tremendous, yet it feels as if I am falling in slow motion. Slowly but surely the ocean is closing in on me, and the rocks are getting closer and closer. I am just about to hit the sharp, jagged rocks when everything around me turns black… “What just happened…?!” I wonder to myself. Strange as it may seem, I am still falling at a rate of knots, and I cannot see an end to this darkness through which I fall

It feels as though I am being shaken, even as I fall. At first the shaking is quite gentle, but soon it becomes violent and vigorous… Suddenly I open my eyes, I’m still on the floor where I collapsed earlier, and oh no… it’s him, he’s here, he is the reason I am shaking so violently… My body is now aching. Why must this happen to me?! Soon I am again completely consumed by numbness, my only true friend… Slowly the world begins to turns black around me once more..

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She reaches for
Her trusty pen
Oh words, dear words
Bring forth poem's end

Of love, of loss
These all be true
But please I beg
Bring them clear through

My mind is twisted, clouded
Confused
My God
I ask

For you to choose
Words that "speak"
More than define
Words that "say"
As much as rhyme

Bring forth that mystic
Muse of devotion
Bring forth true
My heart's emotion

So that these words may
Be released
From my soul
Into poetic breeze

And if perhaps
They touch but one
Then I shall know
Thy Will be done.

~Lil Wing~

Added this footnote ... I want to add that I am writer., maybe a wannabee writer but nevertheless have been keepin notes, journals since high school. Most that I have shared is not about anyone but my own feelings and thoughts on life's experiences.. Some is from past notes that written and few is unfinished and when a certain occasion arises and reminded me to write a letter like or story and helps me to let go and close that part of dark chapters . Writings that I can only really express myself in order too keep my insane thoughts from progressing and release those unhealthly feelings instead of running too quit fixes of self destruction mobile aye lol. It is really a tool to help repair some holes in your heart and soul and release those negs vibes and fill it up with positive spirits and learn from it and to let go. Everyone, is different but all same meaning as writers to write down and you can visionalize where you been what you done about it and where you go from there, am I write or right aye lol, please feel free to give me some feedback oki? Don't be afraid for I won't bite unlesssss, im kidding. Oki so last thing I like to say is I respect all writers and when you can read in between lines and reply back wow we are doing oki. God Bless us and you...Mare

Make Yourself....

Mia Lil Wing — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:06:07 -0000

In your element, you can be

as fierce and as fast as your will can see.

You

can

push your heart to burst,

endure keen pain, ignore plain thirst,

surge through trials,

and sweat through hills,

embracing heat,

imbibing chills

To make yourself

As diamond-hard

As any king

On any card.

This is your hand--

Why would you play

Like other winners of today?

If they are special,

So are you-

If special all,

Is any true?

The only way that you should sleep

Is knowing that your talent’s deep,

And deeply-worked

And longly-saught

And carved in ways

Others are not.

The greatest thing that you can do

is carve a unique, fiercesome you.

So carve, my friend, and I’ll stand by,

encourage with a loving eye…

And you can know, behind the scenes,

I’m loving carving unique-me.

~Dare2Speak~

Dare 2 speak

And I ensure

That others content

2 endure

The dim of dismal timid more

Will secret-silently implore

For yet a sparkling waves-worth more

Of the vibrant starlit shore

That is your radiant spirit,

That does 4ever soar!

~Innocence 4 Wisdom~

Hawks in her arteries,

Eagles in her eyes…

All her life

They’ve stretched their wings

And lead to swift surprise.

And though they’ve done this boldy,

Catching others’ sight,

They’ve not yet

Done it wildly,

Nor flown aggressive flight.

But now their pulse is quickened.

Their blood beats colder, too.

They’ve learned to soar

With shielded hearts;

Winds changed in knowing you.

~Primitive Elegant~

Primitive-elegant.

Exists such a glow?

One wild as wolf tracks,

One gentle as snow…

Can the same swift steps that race ‘neath the moon

Waltz, graceful-light, to the violin’s tune?

Does snow-pearl skin, unaccustomed to earth

Blaze like skin bronzed after riverside mirth?

And how do they join,

Fair-mannered & fierce?

Can such distinct spirits

Share one gorgeous sphere?...

So that when coalesced,

They’d sing songs of merge,

With lines painting Venice,

but still praising birds.

On pine-lined paths I forge crystal dreams;

My pulse pushes fast at silk-sand-woven seams.

I’ll race you, bear-lightning.

I’ll pace you, harp-song.

Primitve elegant?

It’s here lived,

all along

~Lil Wing~ Mare

Lil Wing.....

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 10:20:18 -0000

Fly, fly lil wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly lil wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

Well she’s walking through the clouds
With a circus mind that’s running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
That’s all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When I’m sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
It’s alright she says it’s alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything.

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

Hugs N Snugs from ~Lil Wing~ Mia

Pain....

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 18:56:53 -0000

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is when you have staples in your head

Pain is when you have stitches in your legs more than once.

Pain is when a cat claws you until you bleed.

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is when you see all of your belongings turn to ash before your eyes.

Pain is seeing your mother crying because you have no shoes to wear to
school tomorrow

Pain is getting something you can’t reach even though it’s a few inches
from your reach.

Pain is getting something from underneath something and falling down on
you breaking you.

Pain is getting up in the morning knowing you will be persecuted by your
peers at school.

Pain is seeing your flesh and blood move because they cannot live with
you anymore

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is breaking your arm and you can’t afford to go to the doctor

Pain is starving yourself to death so that your children may live to see
another day

Pain is seeing your father starve himself to that his children can get
married and continue the family line

Pain is see other people suffering while you sit on a soft cushion on the
couch watching T.V. eating junk food

Pain is seeing your parents die right in front of you by a person who
only wants a little money to see another day

Pain is knowing you did nothing to stop the murderer who murdered your
parent’s right in front of you

Pain is countless millions of people suffering because they have no food
to eat or something to drink to quench their parched throats

Pain is having a tree fall on you and you can’t lift it by yourself
without help from another person who is not there to help you

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is seeing your house burn down right before your eyes knowing you
cannot save any of the things you cherish most

Pain is attacking someone out of desperation to get away because they had
done the unspeakable

Pain is seeing people die in your arms after you told them everything is
going to be all right when you know the person is going to die

Pain is seeing your siblings cry for something you have done

Pain is knowing that you will die and never to see another sun rise,
sunset, or the moon rise up in the sky

Pain is dying a slow terrible death alone in the desert with no one
around to comfort you

Pain is crying yourself to sleep knowing this is the only way for you to
sleep at night (like me)

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is seeing the person you love everyday then seeing the person you
love die before your eyes never getting a chance to say good-bye or to say that you love them

Pain is seeing people poison the land that you live on knowing that you
did nothing to stop it

Pain is forcing yourself to get out of bed just to go to school or work
knowing that you are going to have a bad day

Pain is stabbing yourself in the heart or slitting your wrists trying to
stop the pain that your friends have caused you

What is the definition of Pain?

Pain is seeing someone you care about die in a hospital never telling
them that you love them knowing that it is too late to say it

Pain is writing your heart and soul into something that it will not be
read by other people’s eyes

Pain is not seeking help from other people even though it will benefit
you

Pain is making a decision that it may cost several people their lives
knowing that your hand cost them their lives

Pain is getting betrayed by someone you loved and trusted knowing that
you have to see them tomorrow

Pain is one word that can send you to crying your eyes out

Pain is people hurting other people because they are different from you

Why is Pain in this World? Who creates more meaning of Pain? Man is the
source of Pain. Once Man is gone so shall the Pain be gone as well

Pain is an unwanted expression in people’s lives. Everyone has it.

Everyone tries to run from it. Some even try to face it. While others
try to out run it. Everyone pretends it is just a word and nothing more.

Even the people who are running know it is pointless to run from it. It
will catch them in the end

Why does Pain exist?

It is the balance of Life. Without Pain there is no Fear without Fear
there is no Control without Control there is no Obedience without
Obedience there is Nothing but stray lost dogs in a strange town in very
strange big world

Some people cannot cope with pain. While others live and breathe by it as
they live their life

The only way to get rid of Pain is to die never to think of Pain again

What is the definition of Pain?

Please you readers tell me what your great definition of Pain?? ~Lil Wing~

[My mood has been pain because of recent fall on ice last week n now my tailbone is feeling the effects and doctor did warned me that you think you feel alright just because on first or second day you don't feel no pain but you do after few days and wowz feeling the pinchs n bruise lol. Sometimes I write to match my mood whether its pain, happy, curious etc etc. I love writing and love this site too aye I get such inspired being here or there even aye lol. I know I am so far behind in views/comments but will catch up. I also appreciate your sharing with me your comments and RATING too for most of us me including forget to 'rate it' we all wanted to be rated...I be okay I heal bit faster but with this brrr cold cold icey weather here the healing part tends to be bit slow and difficult to cope:) but I got help..if it isn't vikes (vicodins) helping or hot tub soaking while listening to music, writing surely is next best healing medicine hmmm??? smiles. Thank you again and have wonderful week..love N hugs ~Mare~

rocky mountain way

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 03:04:14 -0000

Love jones by oldiez

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 03:04:13 -0000

Alley Oop by The Hollywood Argyles

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 03:04:12 -0000

Updates to playlist: Lil Wing's Hot Picks

Mia Lil Wing — Sun, 18 Jan 2009 10:28:52 -0000

Chaaa Yesh I Am Ass, Tell Meeee What Are You;)....

Mia Lil Wing — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 06:07:11 -0000

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE. FORWARD ON TO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS... INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON.
Don't forget to scroll down to see what it says about you.

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~Slug
January 25 - 31 ~Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite

April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite

July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass

October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble, and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, a! ll of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work fro m p eople. You love being loved and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion.. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give, and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique.. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

~Lil Wing~

The Sky-Girl

Mia Lil Wing — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 08:28:40 -0000

An Algonquin Legend
Algon was a great hunter who found a strange circle cut in the prairie grass. Hiding in the bushes nearby, he watched to see what might have caused it. Finally, a great willow basket descended from the sky bearing twelve beautiful maidens.
The maidens got out of the basket and began singing celestial songs and doing circle dances. All of the girls were beautiful, but the most beautiful of all was the youngest, with whom Algon was immediately smitten.
He ran toward the circle in the hope of stealing her away, but just as he arrived, the girls were alarmed and left in the basket, which flew high into the sky. This happened again three more times, but Algon's resolve only grew. Then he devised a strategy.
He placed a hollow tree trunk near the circle. Inside the tree trunk lived a family of mice. He took some charms out of his medicine bag and transformed himself into a mouse. When the girls in the basket next arrived, he and the other mice ran among the girls. The girls stomped on the mice killing all of them but Algon, who then resumed his human form and carried off his beloved.
He took her to his village and in time she fell in love with him. They had a son and the three lived very happily for a time. But as the years passed, the sky- girl grew very homesick. She spent the entire day gazing up at the sky, thinking of her sisters and parents. This homesickness continued until she could no longer bear it. So she built a magic willow basket, placed her son and some gifts for her people in it, climbed in, and headed for the sky. She remained there for years.
In her absence, Algon pined for his wife and son. Every day he went to sit in the magic circle, in the hope that they would return. He was now growing old.
Meanwhile, in the far-off sky-country, his son was growing into manhood. The lad asked questions about his father, which made the sky-girl miss Algon. She and her son spoke to her father, the chief of the sky-people. He told them to go back to the Earth, but ordered them to return with Algon and the identifying feature of each of the Earth animals.
Then the sky-girl and the son returned to Earth. Algon was overjoyed to see them and was eager to gather the gifts the sky-chief wanted. From the bear, he took a claw; from the eagle, hawk, and falcon, a feather; from the raccoon, its teeth; and from the deer, its horns and hide. He placed all of these gifts in a special medicine bag, and ascended with his wife and son to the sky- country in their willow basket. His father-in-law divided the tokens among his people, offering tokens to Algon and the sky-girl; and they chose the falcon feather. The chief said that they should always be free to travel between the sky-country and the Earth, and so Algon and his wife became falcons. Their descendants still fly high and swoop down over the forests and prairies.

Things We Do - Indigenous

INDIAN LOVE POEM

How then can I tell you of my love?
Strong as Eagle, soft as dove, ,
patient as pine tree, that stands in the sun,
and whispers to the wind, "You are the one"?

Thank you ever so much for your view and comments and hopefully rating too??? I have noticed on many blogs I have visited that lots people's blog been viewed and comment but no ratings and that is sad because many works hard on their blogs, hmm might be my next topic aye lol. Have wonderful week. Hugs, Mary. xox