-¡ Jυиιε м. G. !- [☠]

The Tragic Life Of A Normal Teenager (The Test)

-¡ Jυиιε м. G. !- [☠] — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 23:09:04 -0000

Hey again everyone! Thanks for reading my poems once again.
You're probably wondering why I named this (the test), well that's probably why you clicked on it..
This time I wanna see something, this is like a little test.
I wanna see if this poem gets to as many people as possible on imeem and I wanna see if I get this back...

This poem is not your typical poem you'll see in a famous book.
This is not for that person who just broke up with their love.
This poem is dedicated to everyone and anyone who has felt like this, gone through this, or has been through more worse than this.
Get an insider look into the life of that girl sitting alone in the table closest to the corner in the cafeteria.
It's amazing how in one look, someone already judges a person on the street, without even knowing their name.
It's amazing how with one look, you can tell if you hate a person or not.
But what it is no one can ever think about on a first look is, what is the biggest problem they've gone through?
What is their biggest hardship in their life??
But with just one click of your mouse, and when you just send, that soon can might change!

At the end of this poem, there will be a very valuable lesson that I'm sure everyone wants people to know.
And I'm sure many of the emo population will be glad when this poem gets around to everyone and when they realize the hard life of just one person.

So all I'm asking is to read this, and if you believe that this one poem can make a difference, please send this, post this everywhere, and share this to everyone you know. Talk about this poem, and use it to help me change the world!! =) This seems impossible, but if this goes around, less kids will die from suicide, it will prevent kids from bullying anyone else, it'll prevent fights in bars or anywhere else and mostly, this can SPREAD THE LOVE. It'll open people's eyes more and it will get them to really think before they act. This can push people to help for those who are in need, and to just be there for someone who needs a friend the most. So please, please PLEASE send this to everyone you know, and help make the difference in the world!! So spread the love, not the hate, and send this to everyone you know!!! =)

"Daddy, you'll be back, right?"
"Yes, but maybe not in awhile"
"Daddy, do you really have to go to war?"
"Yes, I do, but you know I won't be far"

3 years pass, "Mommy, where's Daddy?"
"To tell you the truth, I don't really know
but Daddy promised, and we all know,
if ever he leaves, he'll first go home"

1 more year passed but he never came back
Ashley still remembers the promise but whatever happened to that?
4 cold years and haven't yet found his body
Time is passing and Ashley's hope is falling

6th year in school and it's "Parents' Jobs Day"
but soft spoken Ashley has something different to say
"My Daddy fought for the idiot that controls this country, but now I think he's dead.
Before it was all confusing but now it's straight in my head"

Last year in elementary but she is not at all sad
She has felt more agony than any of her other friends had
Truth be told, she doesn't really care
All she wanted was for her father to be there

High school was fun, the first year is such a thrill!
But Ashley's mom is diagnosed with something that can kill
2 weeks later and Ashley's mom dies
What it is she can't figure out is: "why??"

Prostitute sister and drug injecting brother
Wondering why she's stuck with these freaks and wishes she still has her mother
The first high school year is coming to an end
All that Ashley's asking for is to at least have one friend

Meg and Ashley, best friends forever!
But Megan betrays her as soon as Ashley thinks her life is getting better
How can things get any worse?
Without Ashley being a living curse?

Crazy brother sets the house on fire
Blames the whore sister but they know he's a liar
Strip club shuts down and brother goes to rehab
Ashley moves in with the only family left she has

Ashley goes into her second year in school
Knowing she could just be the biggest fool
Classes are okay, they're all going fine
Biology teacher tells her to stay behind.. touches her and leaves her crying

Third year in school, Ashley meets Rick
making her feel special more than what anyone else ever did
House party at 11 and Ashley drinks her 20th time
Rick takes her upstairs and has the time of his life

Ashley is pregnant with a foolish bastard's kid
She can't honestly believe what he even did
Aunt and Uncle eventually find out about this
And beat this target they're not so sure to miss

Ashley's life is ruined before she can even get to college
How, when she was 7, could she ever saw this?
Parents dead and siblings mislead
Ashley can't see where she is meant

School bitches torment her
and Ashley has a miscarriage
This pain of hers will have no cure
and Ashley can't think if she can make it to marriage

Uncle beats her on a weekly basis
Aunt drinks with Cousin and they have their own races
Ashley doesn't know where her sister's gone
But she's not surprised if she's on the run

Emotional pills and Ashley over doses
this time she doesn't really have to force this
Good-bye to another horrible life
Just so wasted in the test of time

It's funny cuz no one really knew Ashley's story
and all I ask of you is to do a favor for me
Understand that girl sitting alone in the corner
Think about why she's acting like a loner

Be the first good thing that's ever happened in her life
Understand her story and never even ask why
Share your secrets and share your dreams,
the world will be better if you work as a team

Emotional huh?? Well, if you believe this can change the world, share this poem! Share this message
and be sure to tell everyone about the wonderful thing in this world called LOVE!!!

Untitled Love

-¡ Jυиιε м. G. !- [☠] — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:09:06 -0000

--> very personal poem, but u can read it anyway, its quite enjoying =P anddd... yea i used real names now cuz officially, i dont care what will happen to me if ever someone i dont want to see this finds this... i can say its a bit harsh, stereotypical, but oh well, thats what it is right now, its nearly the same as my life. and yea!! enjoy-ness =) oh yea;; this is 19 stanzas OR also "a very long note =P so read at ur own risk if u dont like reading xD now u can enjoyness. lmao!

[Well heres a brief summary of how I got this poem...
My best friend moved from the Philippines 2 years ago,
before she was this sporty chick who didnt care about makeup and boyfriends,
and how she looked, just as long as she had friends.
Then the guys started noticing her, and she prob just got it to her head,
and she started leaving the dirty sports and started turning preppy,
and took it to her head, and now she just leaves my friend Margo and I (who are both emo) in the dust
and now I dont know whats happening, and i feel like i just somehow got out of a relationship
even tho i dont know why or how... so yea! this is my story =P]

The phone is ringing again,
it's echoeing in my ear
Sitting on this chair, I haven't done anything since then
I have been waiting for nothing, and I still wish you were here

Answering machine goes on,
you're yelling on the line once more.
The final beep that cuts you off,
concludes that you're a skanky whore

I'm alone but I'm still hiding
the fact that without, I'm dying
No one's here but I'm still hiding my face
cuz I know I can never get out of this place

These walls are surrounding me
and they're slowly closing in,
Emotions are rising slowly,
This time, no one shall win

The door bell rings the 3rd time this week,
I helplessly try to get on my feet,
The mailman looking as stoned as me
Gives another letter I'd rather not see

Claustrophobic when you're here
Kenophobic when you're not
I'm going far from insane
and it's all because of your fault

I open the letter anyways
Because there's nothing really left to do nowadays
Finely written words, I know this is from you
Another boring letter, so what should I do?

"Dear Junie, I'm having fun without you
But you know I always do.
I only wrote this letter,
to remind you that I'm always better."

"I want you to get a life,
and I want you to move on.
I'll never go back to the old me,
and my name will never again be 'Hon'."

"So don't keep hoping for nothing
and I just wanted to tell you one thing
Thank you for being there when I was still disgusted by the whores
Thank you for being there when I was a nothing like before."

"But now I don't need your help,
I've never looked as good as I've felt
Tell Margo I also said Hi
And tell her that I'm more than fine"

"Before I counted on our friendship,
and now I don't need your guys' help.
I can live much better with you out of my life
And I've been getting banged every other fun night"

"Like what that guy out of the band I don't like said:
thanks for the memories we've had,
even if they weren't so great.
Don't you try and suck up to me, when I know from you, I get nothing but hate."

"And just like what that chick with the good voice said:
Don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me..
but you or Margo are not, so I just wanna see,
my memory out of your messed up and stoned, god damn, brainless, emotional heads.

"I don't really like those songs, but I only like Broken and Bring Me To Life
And we have 2 very different worlds, and I'm supposed to wish that you both died,
Because I am the prep, which makes me better,
and you're the nothing who's still reading my letter"

"I know if I write another letter, you'll keep this,
and it could just get me away.
I know you'll look at this instead of
trying to talk to me everyday."

"So keep this for your own thoughts.
Happiness is what I hope this brought,
I can't believe I wasted time for you.
But if it'll keep you away, this is what I need to do"

As hurting as it may seem,
I've been getting used to this kinda thing.
I always wonder how she can do that to me,
her best friend who still loves her endlessly

She might not know what it's like to cry,
Other than crying for not sleeping with a guy
But I already know what it's like to die
With the last thing I'll ever see
Is that damn tramp still on my mind

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-¡ Jυиιε м. G. !- [☠] — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 20:20:00 -0000

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