Updates to playlist: Tears to Roses

Serena Ride — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 02:30:50 -0000

Updates to playlist: Siblings of Apocalypse

Serena Ride — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 23:07:36 -0000

Updates to playlist: Evening Star

Serena Ride — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 22:38:00 -0000

Crying Villain

Serena Ride — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 01:32:52 -0000

Hello Villain
I just want to tell you something
While you’re down there sobbing
Begging
Aching for another chance
I want you to know something,

I should have seen this all coming
And the funny thing is,
I did-
But you’re still here
Sobbing at my feet
Still begging,

Did you know that I once cared?
Man, I use to love you too
In a crazy friendly way,
And I would ignore all those nasty lies
Tell your bullies to shut up
And I would look down at you
And oh shit I would see nothing but you,

I once had a hero
She came when I was entering my darkest hour,
She opened many doors for me
When I was too weak,
I was finally seeing a future for myself
Something other then failure,
She helped lead me to my paradise
My Eden,
And…she didn’t follow me there
But I was there,

I was in a place where no one could touch me
No one could hurt me,
I was happy there
And this special place
Is where I watched you unmask yourself

As my fucken villain-

Oh you and your flames
They shot up out of the ground
Destroying everything around me,
You took my paradise and tore it apart
Laughing the entire way,
You beat me
Hurt me
Stabbed
Shot
Poisoned
Hung
And kicked me while I was down,

You fucken bitch-

I hate you,
I hate your name
I hate your voice
And your laughter
And, oh God, I just fucken hate you

How could you?
What did I do?
Tell me, please, so I know
I want to know what went wrong
Because you were once a hero,

I scream your name at night
When I’m alone,
I scream so loud but your face
It never goes away,
I cry and wonder
If you even give a damn,
I ran from you
So fucken far away,
I left my life behind
And I put so much distance between you and me…

But somehow you managed to find me
And now here you are
At my feet,
You tell me how much you care
And that you love me,

But I don’t love you-

I don’t love you anymore-

You tore me apart
Why should I suffer that again?
You’re a traitor
A villain pretending to be a hero
Or is it a villain dressing up
As a hero?

It doesn’t matter anymore
You gave me my Eden
And I will keep it,
You can’t have any part of it,
My real friends and family
Oh they’re all here,
I let them in
I’m surrounded by people who care
But they don’t hurt me,

You’re the only one not in here
So just go away,

Hello Villain
My crying
Sobbing
Aching villain,
I want to tell you something
So shut up and listen

You tell me that you love me
That you’ve always loved me,
And at one time I loved you too
Somewhere in my past
I smiled at you,
Back when you were my hero
I felt no hate
I never cried
And I found happiness,

But you’re sick
A terrible person
Who has the power to hurt me,
And I don’t love you anymore
Do you hear me?

But here we are,
You at my feet
Begging for forgiveness
A second chance,
And you can cry for days
And I’ll never love you again,

Maybe it’s cruel
I dunno
What do you think?
You would know best,
Did I turn out to be the person
You wanted me to be?

You won’t see me again
Only by chance,
I kicked you out
And even though I scream your name
And cry your name through my tears
I don’t want you,
I don’t want you,

But you still love me
And I’m tired of this war,
This stupid endless war
That distance clearly cannot fix,
So it’s time to end it
Our battles have been fought
My white flag is flying high,
So if you truly love me
If you really do care
Then walk away,

Please,
Turn,
And leave me behind
Because I left you behind
And you need to do the same,
Love me forever
Hate me forever
Cry forever
But please,
Walk away…

I’m gone
The war is fought
You won
My villain,
You have won.

Updates to playlist: Your Eden

Serena Ride — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 03:34:49 -0000

Updates to playlist: Moon's Red Glow

Serena Ride — Sun, 03 May 2009 22:59:15 -0000

Updates to playlist: Sleeping Sun

Serena Ride — Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:43:03 -0000

Updates to playlist: From Floor 51

Serena Ride — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:00:32 -0000

Hide by Red

Serena Ride — Sat, 14 Mar 2009 00:33:40 -0000

Redwood

Serena Ride — Thu, 25 Dec 2008 02:25:53 -0000

It comes in a rush-

Drain it,
sip it up like
before with nothing
holding me back from-

She holds my secret
I hold hers
she carries the light
i, forever blind in shadows

Here it comes-

Sip, no more!
a thousand sips
enough to feed me
plenty to drive me...

I don't think she understands
i don't understand
she doesn't hate me
she tries

Again!

the thirst cannot be
contained
anymore
drink, drink, drink...drink,

If i fight it
i can't,
it grows like a plant
but not the healing kind

I can suppress until forever
i'll try like you
but don't rely
because i'm likely to break

I'll pull away
if someone can stop me
but i won't if i'm-
myself

I don't want to crush your life
you have everything i don't,
instead crush me
because i'm dying anyways

once more...

Drink
stop
drain
no
take
me

Tell me you'll live through this
because I'm dying.