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There is Cheesecake on my Keyboard...

Hanzy Bananzy — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 05:19:19 -0000

Hey everyone...

Sorry about the name of the post... It's just me stating the truth. Kealy is sleeping over, and she was eating cheesecake... Dropped some on my keyboard... You get it. ANYWAYS. I'm not here to talk to you about cheesecake. I'm here to talk to you about things that have happened to me since the last time I updated you. Okay, so... You know the guy... That my friend liked... That I liked.. And he liked me? Well, I sorta... Kinda... Had feelings for this other guy that I'd never guess I had feelings for. And it sucks ass. So I broke up with the first guy. Didn't want to put him through any trouble... But this new guy is also the guy that my friend who liked first guy used as a distraction from the first guy... If that makes any sense. And so she found out that I like this new guy... And at first she was a little po'd, but we both got over our differences (seeing as about a billion other girls like him anyways) and told eachother it's fair game. He chooses either of us. And we deal with it. It's his choice, seeing as we're way to fucking scared to ask him out XDD So anyways, I'm okay... With things. I just don't think he likes me because he went to the dance with her... And not me. Not that I wanted to, seeing as I was going with the first guy. But that's okay. I got a tad jealous... And I'm not a jealous person, so it's a new feeling. But right now, I'm a bit frustrated because I just want to know WHO THE HELL HE LIKES. And more than anything; I want it to be me. But I'll be fine if it's my friend (I'd bet my last dollar on it). I'm happy with whoever he chooses, even if it's neither of us. But that would suck XDD I just hope it's one of us. Sorry for confusing you all. Just venting. Thanks... :)

Signing off... Wondering, anxious, tired (it's midnight). I'll deal.

Hanzy.

Issues and... Non-Issues.

Hanzy Bananzy — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 22:08:26 -0000

Okay. Hi everyone. It's mee. I just uploaded Kealy and I siging our rainbow songs for you guys. Hopefully you like them XD Though, at the end we had a few laughing spazzums. Sorry about that. Anyways, yeah. That's my little every-now-and-then-on-and-off Voice Blog. Though what's said on them will probably make no sense whatsoever. Aaanyways. I'm going to tell you my story of the day that is today. Kay, so I get up, go to school, the usual. And so everything's just sorta... Normal for me. Things are going by just like any other day. But then I go into math. And it was the day to get quizzes back. So, seeing as I'm a mediocre (sp?) math student in Advanced Math, I was like "Shit." But then I get it back. And it says A+ on it. It made me feel happy :DD I never get 100's in math. So THEN I was all hyped up about that 100 percent that I (stupidly) volunteered to got second for our huge presentions in English that start today. Guess what. I got an A+ on that too XD I was really surprised. So then at the end of the day, my friend had an extra ticket to a Bucks game and she asked if I wanted it. I was like, HECK YES. So my happy day just kept getting better and better, obviously. And then there's the fact that I totally have a full box of Steak Taquitos and Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream in my freezer. A great dinner, I know. But then I come home, get on the computer... And the guy I like starts talking to me. He likes me too. Which is nice. And we also have a dance on Friday. He's asked me to it about 12 hundred times this week and I keep saying no. Sorta. And you probably think I'm INSANE. But the truth is, one of my very close friends is like in love with him and she'd be heartbroken. So now he's pretty upset. Doesn't think I like him. Stupid dances create so much drama. If only it were a couple weeks from now. Then I'd have more time to have for her to get over him. And things would be so much easier. But lately, nothing has been easy. And that's just life. -gives life the bird-

Signing off,
Hanzy.

Just a random update of my life.

Hanzy Bananzy — Thu, 21 Feb 2008 04:31:42 -0000

I'd just like to say hello to everyone. Whether you're asleep or awake at this very moment, I'm not sure. And I really don't care. I'm mostly typing to myself, anyways. Today. Nothing happened. And when I say nothing. I mean NOTHING. Quite boring if you ask me. The days around here have been getting quite repetitive with the occasional surprise. Surprises of which I welcome with open arms. My life hasn't taken any sudden turns. The world just keeps going at it's normal pace around me. And I'm right there in the current along with everyone else. The only things I look forward to the whole week are the weekends and Forensics meets. Forensics is like... Acting... In different catagories. If you didn't already know that. I'm in a group with my friend, Kealy. This is my first year. So I'm called a "newb" or an "intruder" on their forensic-y lives. And may I add, that Kealy and I are doing quite well. So people don't find it fair that we're getting first places while they get nothing. Nevertheless, forensics is very fun, and I enjoy it very much. I hope to keep participating in it for years to come. Now I should probably get to bed. I have a cold and I'm losing my voice... Not good for the meet tomorrow, but I'll have to suck it up. Right?

Hanzy, Signing off....