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Brendon....

Lovin' Life! — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 15:59:47 -0000

Ok so Kris and I have been broken up for some time now.... Brendon knows all about it. and is finally talking to me again. But he is This far ___________________ to be going to juvi. He stole Kris's skateboard, Got in alot of fights, and TP'd peoples houses. For awhile he was a poser... and now its just sad! Anyone have any idea how to help him?!

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Mom's Bday!!!

Lovin' Life! — Mon, 26 May 2008 05:43:54 -0000

Hey guys its been a while since I've posted anything so I'm gonna say this fast because its really late and I'm really tired!

May 26 is my mom's Bday and I don't know what to do.... She has to work on her Bday and I'm @ my friends house so I can't really get her anything..... Well Anyways Yeah....

Kris && I broke up a while ago.... now neither Brendon or Kris talk to me.... I'm going out with a guy named Justin but I rarely ever see him even though we go to church together......

Well I'll write more later!

Good Night/Good Morning/ Good afternoon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stomach flu i h8 u

Lovin' Life! — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 16:07:20 -0000

ok well today i woke up @ 3am bc i puked my mom kept me home from school bc i have the stomach flu. and i have that Iowa testing crap today and this whole week. it totally sucks bc the guy i like sits by me and today i dont get 2 c him... =( all my friends r @ school. i'm home alone supposed to b grounded from the computer and i have a huge headache... i haven't smiled at all today. this day totally sucks!

Kris....

Lovin' Life! — Sat, 09 Feb 2008 03:45:50 -0000

Omg ok since brendon && i broke up about a year ago (i think) and right after we broke up he started going out with katie (the girl who wuz "stalking" him) anyways so his "friend" (brendon h8s him 4 absoultely no reason) kris asked me out like 3 weeks ago and i said yes...(when i had just met kris && brendon they both liked me alot.) but when i wuz going out with brendon kris wuz happy 4 us......now that kris and i r going out brendon sent kris an email saying never to talk to him or email him ever again......i think its bc he still likes me but after we broke up (after going out for 2 months) he went out with lik 8 girls (not @ the same time)......but i had to heal and kris is like the first bf i've had since brendon....and i think brendon should b happy but instead after kris and i told brendon we were going oout he had a temper tantrum and ran out of the house and went back to his house and then his mom called saying he wuz gonna b over in a couple minutes.....he ended up telling his mom that kris kicked him out bc he wuz 2 busy 2 talk to him......but most of the time i wuz talking to kris's friend riley so kris could talk to brendon.....it totally sucks.......wut should i do...i totally love kris but brendon is mad @ us and brendon and i r friends......plz help me if u can

♥♥♥ you guys

Bday!

Lovin' Life! — Sat, 17 Nov 2007 21:18:30 -0000

Hey ppls my bday is/was when ever your reading this Sunday, Nov.18 :) i'm so happy im gonna be 13 finally.I cant wait

ILY ALL~

~KAYLEA!!!

Aww.....

Lovin' Life! — Sun, 30 Sep 2007 21:59:26 -0000

IT'S 7TH GRADE...

I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S SENIOR YEAR...

The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT...

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY...

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...

schookl again?!?!?

Lovin' Life! — Tue, 04 Sep 2007 22:35:06 -0000

School started again i hate it so much!!! but i do get to see my friends and my geography teacher is so funny i like to bug him sooo much... but other than that its boring none of the boys r cute or anything so its like just talk to your friends.... i miss summer vaca oh well, i need new shoes god my shoes hurt my toes!! I have bball practice+ soccer practices right after each other wtich sux soooo much!!! well i wont b on as much i might b on on weekends well ttyl luv yall byes

Soccer!!

Lovin' Life! — Wed, 29 Aug 2007 01:11:37 -0000

OMG i just had my first soccer practice and i found out that guys r playing with the girls... but i have a ton of cute guys on my team so im happy :) lol... anyways i need to start running and practicing more bc my ankles r weak. But if u play soccer comment my page of b my friend...

Luv ya'll

Kaylea

ex

Lovin' Life! — Mon, 27 Aug 2007 16:33:01 -0000

ok so lexie broke up w/brendon 4 me she said he was very happy... i wondered y and now i find out that he is going out with another girl 2 days after we broke up... i think he was cheating on me what should i do? so after i broke up w/him about 2 days later he kisses my best friend and then asks another girl out in frount of her how insensitive *sp* i want to punch him so bad but i wont... i will tell his friend to do it 4 me and see how he likes it, and another thing about him while we were dating he kissed my best friends cuz bc i told him i wouldn't leave him 4 another guy which i said while we were dating i would understand it if he did that after we broke up but y wasn't he happy? bc of Katie

boys...confuzzling

Lovin' Life! — Mon, 27 Aug 2007 01:57:43 -0000

ok who agrees with me that most boys r confuzzling/confusing? 1 minute u think they like u then the just stop talking to u... well thats how i feel so if your a girl and have this problem 2 b my friend if u aren't already and some how we will try to figure guys out... if your a boy put some comments under this so girls can try to understand u so we aren't bummed or think your mad when u dont talk to us 4 about 3 weeks after having talked for about 1 and always calling insted of us calling u... plz help...

Current mood... Bummed, Confuzzled

Girls

Lovin' Life! — Mon, 27 Aug 2007 00:55:33 -0000

F l i p-flops.. belly tops.. lemonade in the shade.. blue skies..hot guys..late nites..water fights..ice cream..sweet dreams..party time..lookin fine..sleepin in..sneakin out..that's wat GIRLS are all about!