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Lonely

Loves Meh Aoi — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 14:29:34 -0000

alone on this path i walk..i look around..
i look left i look right
who do i see? no one but my shadow
my shadow keeps me company..my shadow doesnt judge me
alone on this path.. i walk..
i think to myself..its not so bad now is it? no one der to talk to
no one der to listen to you..
no hears ur crys..no one knoes ur pain..
no cares to know...no one cares to walk with you..
they see you alone..the stares they give..they dont dare to look at your face..
makeup is running down ur cheeks....u keep walking..
alone in the this darkness..with ur heart in ur hands..
looking for someone to put it back in..someone
to tell you everything is okay..

i miss chu hide *sniff* *cries*

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Loves Meh Aoi — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:10:08 -0000

hides birthday is on december 13 and me n meh lil sis r planning to buy a cake for him and celebrate it yay.....i just wish he was alive so i could of sent him a birthday card or smuttin...i missh u hide so much...

Meh note to hide...

hide sama when i first heard your music i thought u were amazing..i couldnt belive my hears i was like SUGOI!!! he rocks! and i wanted to knoe more bout u..so i searched u online and i read ur bio and when i read u died..my heart felt as though it had been cut out..a huge sadness i felt inside...i didnt knoe how horrible it felt for someone u think is amazing to have died...my eyes swelled up my tears began to flow..i couldnt believe i kept telling myself no it isnt true no it cant be true..and i saw ur funeral video on youtube...i couldnt stop crying when i saw toshiki how over come with emotion i felt his pain...i hideo kun y did u do it i wish someone would of listened to u i wish someone could of seen ur pain..i love u hide u forever live in our hearts u have millions of fans world wide who still play your music who still think ur amazing and super hottt...each day a new fan joins us...i truly miss u i love hideo sama.....i cant listen to ur song good bye i get so over come with emotions i dont want to say goodbye to u hide...i dont..i dont want 2..

Without You

Loves Meh Aoi — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 21:23:22 -0000

I'm tired of walking and standing in the night
I cover my memory with flowing tears
The number of meeting makes the same number of separation, but
I believed that limitless time goes on
Now I embrace even words which hurt each other
And I only look back

I feel alone...
How should I love you
How could I feel you
Without you...

Innumerable memories fill up the time
I loved you, and I was hurt by you
I realized the depth of the word 'LOVE'.

I still remember

the days when I searched answerless tomorrow for a dream
I ask the sky which expands boundlessly meaning of birth, meaning of living now Again...

How should I love you
How could I feel you
Without you...

The endless poem of ''LOVE'',(I'll dedicate it) to you now...

by toshiki for hide

Miyavi-samas New Hair

Loves Meh Aoi — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 10:35:41 -0000

isnt he just sooo cute..i love him with his hair new cut...love u miyavi...ooh hehe this is what he wrote on his blog on myspace...hehe

yayyy,
I got freeeeedom !!

i had a DANPATSU SHIKI ~
i just finally cut my fuckin LONG hair. :-p(give it up!!)

and ive bin takin a shower and shampooing 2 or 3 times a day since then. LOL

these photoz r still kinda in the middle of a "METAMORPHOSIS".

actually i intended to grow my hair long till i didnt need any extensions in my hair to make the NEO-CHO N MAGE (samurai-ish hair style)

but during the world tour,
i was like
"i WILL fuckin cut my annoyin' hair~~~~~!! " LOL

especially, when we were touring in South America,

i was seriously irritated n paranoid cuz of my hair.
it got me freaked out after every show !!

i almost tried to peel off my scalp from my head like the movie SAW. LMAO

and then now, 4AM, i took my pierce off from my cutie lips too. LOL
(ill tell u guys the reason next time. cuz it takes like 4eva~)

its kinda weird... but it doesnt look bad though.

i feel like i just wanna show it to the sun n be enveloped by the warm sunlight.
and now, im allowed to wash my face FREELY whenever i want too. yay !!

GAZETTE LEECH PV!!! out!!

Loves Meh Aoi — Thu, 09 Oct 2008 02:22:17 -0000

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rY40oJ1Nbro

^ its soo freakin awesome DUDES!!