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Assia Wells — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:46:27 -0000

11:43 p.m.

So yeah.

Completely, utterly bored.

In other news... School is alright I guess. I did fairly for the quarter. Oh, our football team is undefeated which I've loyally gone to all home games except last nights.

The "group" I've been ignoring. I sort of took Alex's advice. Fuck social niceties. So that's what I'm doing. I'm through with pushing myself to go to games, have little "outings", keep up to date on shit. So I've stopped going to the table and been studying more. That's the least I could do.

Besides that nothing is new. Same old careless attitude. No writing. Limbo.

Till whenever.

Mancakes D:

Assia Wells — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:17:40 -0000

9:10 p.m.

So I haven't posted in a long whiillle. Between school, friends, facebook (blarg), and live journal it's been hectic.

My files haven't been retrieved. Oh well, I lost about EVERYTHING. My computer decided to crash. Mother fuckers. I always learn the hard way. It's been two months of hell. I've only recently begun writing again, drabbling some poems here and there. I need my stuff though, desperately.

School, don't get me started. I rather stay at home or something. Better then putting a smile on my face, dragging myself to home games, dances, and outings. I just now "discovered" what I'll persue as my life long career. I guess. I decided to go into medicine, become a coroner eventually. Somehow, I feel strange. At the same time I feel I'm abandoning someone, writing. I wanted, I assume, to major in english/literature/etc. My grades are poor anyways, it'll be hell cramming classes in and getting straight A's which hasn't happened since... Never. Ugh. And a promised break down on top of that. I don't know how I'll do this. I really don't.

Well, I must be off. School and such. Oh, and getting in some "reading" time. Chow darlings~

Bleg.

Assia Wells — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 20:19:04 -0000

3:19 p.m.

I've just taken two steps backwards.
Fell into a ditch.
Hah.
I don't want to explain.
I really don't.
If you want, look in my live journal.

My apologies for not posting of late.
Been busy.
Hanging out,
Going to chi-town,
Louiseville, Kentucky.
All that jazz.

I've started working on my poetry books.
Finished the fourth one,
Reworking the title and
Touching up my previous books.
I'm publisher-browsing :)
Yes, I've finally made myself look.
For real.
Because I honestly want to be published
And
I won't settle for mags.
Absolutely not.
Also getting my line up ready for
Writer's week
Yum.

So Matt came in
From Minnesota Monday.
I'm seeing Elise and him wednesday.
Happy 16th Elise~

Yeah.

xo's

New?

Assia Wells — Mon, 09 Jul 2007 20:45:47 -0000

3:43 p.m.

I never realized how unatural and slightly scary my views are.

I realized I don't believe I have a future. I was filling out an application for Borders and I thought; what's the use? I'm not going to be here long. Probably not by graduation. It doesn't scare me, maybe a little, mostly I'm anxious about what's next. So I'm waiting till the next breakdown, then an attempt which I wish will be a success. All I've been doing these past few years is waiting for the perfect moment. I've written because I was filling up my useless time. I am so far from helping my future it's hilarious. I just hope it happens soon, I'm so tired of waiting and having failure after failure. I know I'm going to make many people upset, but I could care less. I'm too wrapped up. Sucked in deep. It's useless to try to get out of it, I don't want to. When I think about it, I don't think I'm going to miss anyone/anything. Everyone I've loved has shunned me, left me, betrayed me. It's better that way.

So I've been writing on my live journal of late...

Check it out ;D

xo's

Fudge

Assia Wells — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 04:57:42 -0000

11:59 p.m.

Okay. I know haven't been posting lately...

I got a livejournal... Yeah.

Also, I've been working on a short story.

Lately, I've been extremely lazy.

I'm exhausted.

Those are my excuses, love them.

xo's

News! ... ?

Assia Wells — Sat, 23 Jun 2007 00:41:31 -0000

7:39 p.m.

Ugh.

Someone got a hold of me. and it wasn't Bible boi! (Well, it was, and someone else too ^^)

Cameron called and invited me to go to the zoo and shit for his health project... I somehow agreed and now have to find/call people to come with... Meh.

Bible boi called, I didn't pick up. Or return his call.

I'm sending my postcard in for postsecret... Hmm... Hopefully I'm doing the right thing here ^^;

Got a live journal now >> I'll be doing most of my posts there if you need to know... Yeah.

Feeling better today, I guess. Sorta sad about some stuff... But whatcha gonna do?

xo's

P.S
Thoroughly enjoying my chai :3

Happy Day!

Assia Wells — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:33:27 -0000

5:29 p.m.

Happy day!

My efforts for waiting proved fruitless when, SHOCK, a confession told all.

Taken.

I don't really need to say more, and surprisingly, I don't care.
:D

Last night/early this morning I was searching for Ty's info... Gar. I'm honestly not over him. At all.

I'm finishing up Psychology, praying the editting and poems will be done by summer. Oh, you do not know how much I hate editting. It's a bitch.

Didn't do anything as usual. Got up at noon had my chai with cornflakes and granolie. Mm.

So, NJ imed me last night. Heh. Seems she got into trouble wit da law. -Cops song-

Wellllllllll....
In a few days I'm probably gonna be shipped off to Mexico. I need to get my ass out. Too lazy. Too depressed.
Bleg.

xo's

Reflections...

Assia Wells — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 23:41:15 -0000

6:37 p.m.

In a day, June 21st to be exact, it will be the longest day of the year.

Nothing really has happened lately. I am still shutting myself in my room. You know, the same old.

The issue of my sexuality came up again. Like, fuck, how am I supposed to know? I don't have time to fuck a guy or girl. And who gives a damn if I'm bi? But whatevs... I have to finish my fourth book first ;D

Wrote last night. Actually, this morning I guess.

Couldn't sleep and kept breaking down everytime I played solitaire. Don't ask. So I snuck out of the house and chilled on the tramp for a bit. Stared at the stars, all that fluffy crap.

Oh! Found a new exclaimation, provided proudly by the Drunktanks. They're fucking hilarious Canadies: http://www.drunktanks.com/index.html. Totally.

Alrighty! I'm going to do nothing. Stare at my wall or something.

xo's

Easter Parade

Assia Wells — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:10:42 -0000

9:11 p.m.

I have Easter Parade stuck in my head by The Real Tuesday Weld. Meh.

Well, it seems my "two month slump" is about done. I wrote for real the other night, two poems and they aren't that bad. I guess. Har.

Meh. Figured out my internet. Bought a new CD. What else?

Waiting for a call but it won't come. We learn.

xo's

Blues

Assia Wells — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 20:57:49 -0000

3:51 p.m.

Yesterday I was in the middle of posting, but my sister's labby died on moi :/

I haven't been on for a week due to my parents' ingenious plot to cancel cable. Needless to say, it was a very long week. Har.

There seems to be a sort of lethargic blanket wrapped around me. I feel tired at times and sluggish to seeing people seem sluggish or slow-motioned. Weird.

Last night, I watched a romance flick, The English Patient, and spent an hour or two crying. Well, mostly because it reminded me of blah, hah, and my dearest. What a waste.

Hopefully, something will cheer me up? A call or message from C. would be divine. But men like him are in their own little worlds. I think I'm sad because he hasn't rang yet. That's probably it.

xo's

Gee-bees

Assia Wells — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:29:25 -0000

10:31 am

Soprano ending. BIG disappoint.

Found new photos on devinart for me to draw :D They're so purdy lol. I need to work on my lips and side-eyes more :/

Cold. Post later.

xo's