augus†

~ Before I change into a memory ~

augus† — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 17:19:34 -0000

it's funny how I came up with the lyrics..when I walked on that street..I saw our ghosts when we used to be carefree..but happy
it's nostalgic actually..I remember the way how you laughed, and the scent of you hair..the perfume you wore that day..it's just..it's like I'm in time machine and I saw our past selves..and yet as I touched that tree.. the void in my heart opened the sudden pain that brought me on my knees..as people saw me.. I know they thought lunatic at me..well I just don't mind them...what bothers me is why after all this years, those feelings became more painful each day...those memories haunts me in my dreams..

I remember the day when I decided to burn all the pics and letters...the temporary feeling of freedom..the ashes that stained my gap..I saw the vision of your smile, burning..but at the same time...at that moment I tried to supressed the needs to cry...supressed the pains..just like as how I tried to supressed it all...still..it wasn't enough..

I've got 2 more weeks to finish the song...as my body degrade..my memories remembers every tiny details much more...
I'm really trapped in your ghost...and I think..only you, my Valkyrie..will save me...will you ever come? before I changed into a memory...

~ Illicit Love, yes indeed... ~

augus† — Sat, 11 Jul 2009 17:03:36 -0000

yes..finally, after all this years.. still I never thought I'd live to this day that I might still say how much I love you..
even my imeem blog seems dusty..but after all I've read and erased everything that reminds me of you..
it's just so hard to take you out in the voids of my heart...

I know you still read my stuffs here..and yeah It's my only way to let you know how am I doing..
You still will not talk to me.. hehe after all what happened to us... well it's good that I'll be able to forget..
The things we used to do, this and that, how you changed me..as well as I changed you..
Right upto now.. I'm brainstorming just to fill the lyrics in my songs.. you know..our past is really useful when I compose a song

So I might say that I'm right when I told you that this is the best for us..di ba? ^^
I just missed you.. now I'm just happy with how things are..even though the loneliness and the pain you've given me still haunts me in my sleep..
Well..I must endure it..I don't have much time left in me and you know...just wishing that one day..just one day..we'll meet unexpectedly..
'cause just one smile..is enough..

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