for jesus christ my father the lord from your daughter niana . . . <br />______________________________________<br />How to be a woman...<br />when you see me you would seen all women<br />of many gender <br />of no colors <br />and many races <br />and no sizes<br />and at the end of the day am still a lady <br />but anyway have u seen a lady like me lately <br />you will be thank for a woman like me anyway <br />because women are a lady like me any day of the week <br />now you see why you never be a lady like me.<br />______________________________________<br />Hello my name is niana <br />and as you can see i love music <br />and this is my hollywood<br />the different between me and those ones am writing about are true. and the ones you seen or see on tv are not , these ones are not made up<br />as you can see can i love poetry <br />i'll love to write music as well as my poets <br />i'll have you thinking about some of the things I wrote about or future wrtings because it the truth but you don't have to beileve me, but when it happen to you dont look for me because<br />i'll tell you am lady no more no less and am made of things from the earth, not some made up parts or lacking any missing piece of any what the devil will give to make hold, I'll turn and say i fear no men but God the holy of holy and you will look at me and <br />I'll say I cant help you anyway because am a lady and just one woman.<br />______________________________________<br />Favorite quote: for 2008 ... Keep it pushing<br />______________________________________<br />My destiny ....___________________________<br />mental ministry teaching & strenghting...came from the way of the dragon and the japanese and chinese spirit tranform into jehovah the old testament way. my step father would have past to me the teaching of the jewish spirit <br />because he have work for them his last 14 years before dying Also passing a blood line of Zen . <br />now to all peoples of god now you see <br />why it have to be like this we just have to learn each other religions like it was at the beginning that all this is beautiful when you believe. The spanish came from A-ROD and Santos which santos is a place in washington where i found thee.<br />______________________________________<br />To Dr. Martin luther king's & New destiny christians center.<br /><br />it the too now after reading all the poets i wrote even about and one is and the other is on and even there i had to flight thems off me it you still choose not believe <br />ask and the and camera men and women and the reporters what they were doing to tell me why there took me out of my house i have no crimes under my belt or would you like me to ask ours because i even ask and i still waiting for answer yes from even to because someone will tell the ture now if not when because i been waiting since 6/25/07 i call thems and they keep saying they never heard of me but that ok I WILL NOT STOP FLIGHTING FOR THE LOVE and believe ask them am in the and there wouldn't give me a pad becase she would have said that am a man just by looking at me back then and the man that i life for the was there smiling ok but i tell u one it will stop with me as of today because I STAND FOR WHAT I BELIEVE NOW AND I WHAT I CAN'T SEE EITHER THAT FLIGHTING WITH THIS BECAUSE IT NOT MY SON ANY MORE I MIGHT HAD 2 BUT THEN BUT NOW I ONLY I HAVE BECAUSE HE HURT AND HE DIDN'T STAND FOR WHAT WE BELIVER and the police depatment the put in a chair and chain me down for nonthing well there are when you do that to a person that have no type of crime at all something is wrongs and in no i mean no one will take the case or help that ok u peoples want to treat me like a man that ok because the next time that i'll come out of my house that will be what u see ok (thank god) my he have mercy on every last one of you that involin with it<br />if they cant answer any of these things and not do nothing. i can't believe with any more.<br />______________________________________<br />TO: Dr. martin luther kings-malcolm X- Paula White <br />A.D......B.C. (Feb 11 08)<br />" I Rest my case "<br /><br />Present I didn't want to miss passover and the days are being numbers<br />Went to the train station got on the D Train I left <br />My house at 6:26 am the same time old i mean the date my sons Graduated on the D train got off 59th street colmbus circle took a cab 42 nd st yellow one because i want to eat greek 1st Then with jew, l so took a trip to see muslin Every where i stop i eate somethings with who I stop at the indian and the Italian because i was still hungry that why i needed to eate eight time before geting on the bus to go to va but the ticke lady gave me the ticket for washington DC so i got on the bus to get away from all <br />To be alone away from every one and just <br />get some rest and sleep and fine a spanish place to eat I found a Irish & korean or chinese hotel where i can stay for day, did some shopping a little with cash next i went <br />On the air train of the towns was all most frozen with yellow cabs worker driver<br />I did not known the town so well so ask for the next or nearest hotel it was warn to me but <br />the towns was so cold nearly frozen.<br />the air train man call all the stop on the train me and a lady name lydia was on the train the hold ride we talk and talk it was very nice time i told you i don't wear a watch, i wake up before all sometime i can't sleep when i worrie the i went back to look at more clothing and to drink more orange juice all is faith and love 7. Because on <br />April 24 07 Play a game with a teenager who knew he couldn't win of any sports if in the last place but he just want to remember about AL. states and i was arrested in Washington DC And i paid for it with a old jewish <br />man at the bus stop name matthew gave me a card and told use it where i see fit at the bus it was so windy out and cold no buses were coming we sat in the seat together talking , I looked around and he's was gone <br />Bye the way the ticket name was liydia and the bus driver name was the same too on the way Washington DC Lydia told David wolf he is a jew my doctor my secret how i eat on Fordham road how i eat that why nisa rodriguez is flight on golden gloves belt boxing<br />wolf is my doctor again too now and Abraham<br />witness how i eat too and he sold me out to <br />plus wolf the same name of sister nisa and family put me thur this mess so how do i feel about what do you want me to say i say non-thing but remember every thing they did to me<br />now i told u people what was going to happen when all cross me just like washington but I<br />came back home to show you u people of all races what this is because u all think this is a joke right so explains the all three times and you <br />think it still a dream think again am walking here so what more do i have tell u people get it too together now or not now then when because u still think it a joke awake up before it to late one day u will thank me if u don't be cold like ice like me i told u what but u chioce not believe that your choose now but one day u will deside even if u be tears i don't care make a choice be it to late, now you want to try to bring him in this hospital because i don't want to have sex with him so you think that give him the right to keep puting in these hospital am tried of and my so called family they don't love and now i know that their just my want money and to hurt my sons and me but you don't have to worrie about that because i know am in this alone but am still going to get help some kind of way. some how because i just want you stay the hell away from me and sons especialy my fate brother who doesn't believe in god he's another but he sopport to be a priest i can't stand with these people because they dont believe who den ask a man across the street for a smoke his name was mathwue then meet a jewish man name dove Columbia Presbyterian hospial the same chruch i thought this is passover i work for since my son was four years old and the reason why the the two social family has no food when i was 15 old, am on 168th street<br />under Columbia presbyterian hospital because as a muslin i pray to jesus to in the subway station for me to fine a way for my family to eats all because a: ( Document no H- 204934)<br />Either so don't walk with me every because i hate you.<br />You think because i dont want to be with you, you want things you're sick in yours mind i can't be around anyone like that because there are no help for those like Richard Rudolph & Belial A daniels and u use to work these polls to get him in the door. And you are liers about coming back saturday and u know it too it was <br />only way for information to cover your tracks <br />I'm going to tell you all one more time stay away from all my children when you hurt them i feel it too even President G Bush knows that we Spoke because I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY obama doesn't see what I'M SAYING.But i wish he would put his self in my shops one day and the people and there own family will sell me out .where they left last time Obama fixed this mess I'll clean up. no more of your mess i mean now and washington took my money as well as PA. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AND THEY TOOK MY CLOTHING TOO THAT WAS WRONG. Because i use my tax return and i had to use the money to make a living for myself and the police department took that from me too, one more time fix this mess. imean you also know it's bad when lawyers is down with this mess to. i hate these times AM LIVING IN IT'S ALL ONE BIG LIE WITH OTHERS FEEDING EACH OTHER FORMATION TRYING TO HAVE FAITH, FOR THESE PEOPLE BUT I BELIEVE THEY BELIEVE.WELL I GUESS THEY WANT TO GO TO HELL SO LET IT BE KNOWN I WANT NO PARTS OF IT OF IT THEY WILL JUST HAVE TO WALK IT ALONE.that 's all. Where I,m going to find love, freedom for my people with the type of faith like am mean family like ours hear it from , I'll just have to let the court hear it again <br />And doctor want to act like he doesn't know anything about what what i tell thems.............I'm been trying to tell him all along the truth and only the truth? but these people want to hear only a lie but they will not hear it from me, only music of all kinds even types I'll just have to let the courts hear it again the whole story again and again even if it hurts me telling it again over a friendship break-front chain from mathuew to me that was store name i buy it from a jew store like this way or am i try other ways early I told you all about before "matter of the heart".<br />All i can the hospital is the cause it by crossing all three doctor martin luther king's/malcolm x/ rosa park people never believe in family or friends who are the one that hurt you the most so i chose to keep them out of life. since the infinacy age of three threre thing they did was hurt me all the time, so i choose to be by myself and am trying to be a (nun). even if friend and family said that I'm crazy it's ok okay I'll be safe where am at was so much pain the<br />only where no one can ever hurt me again or make me cry again when i was 12 or 14 or have others take anything from me again or take any of my money and use it for wrong doing i'm just tried of working talking and care of people and friend and family member when i know deep down in my heart they dont give a damn about me. and now i know it's too bad i had to see it like this and the little money i did make. I share with them and hate what got nothing return nothing but it ok. and my own sons act like they are safe with fathers too i been working since i was 14 to 33 years but now am retired now, because the priest my bother and the family and my so called friend who sold me out to a man who i meet when i was fourteen year. About the birth of my so i can be with this man, she use to be my only friend gina s hunt and hurt me she going to hell for selling me out to save herself and her job. it's was a secret between us two, me and mathew and Llamont and love as a friendship we have.and my boss Jeff Getoff he is a jew in whiteplains NY and In the bronx Mr GETOFF WAS THE LAWYER AND HE WAS A JEW TOO IN THE GAVE HIM THE MONEY THE SCHOOL CAUSE IT I. S. 36 I mean Sitt H.S . and PS 169 THEY HURTME AND MY SON AND ME AT THE SAME TIME IN GYM CLASS : Tell me something how $7,000 lose it out of my son account from bank of america.<br />i don't need no more Friend ever again i tell u know more not even family they just steal from me over and over again.And in Washington DC i was in the hospital too after they put jail because i tell them Mark did my tax and mark gave me the medinice too beause i couldn't breath both times.Sept 17 07 care of myself now i work very hard to him the best of every thing i had but that not good enough either, i work columbia presbyterian chruch either what can they said St. Patrick lock me up in the hospital for nothing because i didn't want to sex or be him anymore and i stay in for 3 weeks for nothing again and u people and president George W Bush still stand for this mess then help me kept these secret and like laws dont exist give me a brake okay. I know better now ok it family and goverments so the only hope is for the new president Obama to change what have been done, on my way to Washington DC I went deaf to and they put me in jail to for nothing plus no lawyers in any states will take my case but they want to hear right. Again feb 18 08 thru april 7 with the hospital again am not saying they name again in between three that all i can say for nothing from my mother house 1909 amsterdam ave.<br />but just tell me one thing i have no money and now they want to mess with my food they know i don't eat pork so they are trying to get me back for call the lawyer on them because i dont't want to stay here with them i want to be free on my own. Like it all ways been i try to talk to the doctor about a one day past but he put me off and cover it up like and he try to tell me my sister came to see me yea right i remember every thing that happen there so i don't know why he keep trying to change my mind to make me think like something else went on i told i remember all things that happen to me in my life so keep trying to make up some feeling that not there it won't hurt or put me in any pain ever again. Me just yourself the doctor well i'll be talking to no more doctor in need more because i dont trust them only myself that it they just want to put me away it okay i told a u all before the truth and only the truth that all i no family call or family they only broken my heart just like my only friend so why i didn't get to make a phone call while our in jail i try to call my cell phone number but the police took the phone from me in washington. And I NEVER WANT ANOTHER EITHER BECAUSE IT HURT TO BAD I CAN'T LET THAT IN MY LIFE AGAIN . It<br />just a part of life and giving life sometime u would have to give up somthing to get freedom that all i know. I remeber how the birth now youngest to oldest jacoc,mark,ziaja,wamel they are sin that turn to saith but i still need my last son to be born. So it will start over again his <br />name will be ( Abraham Jehovah Wise st patrick daniels ): this will be the end of the blood line i feel it now deep in my blood i feel my son being born again i even it smell it in the air and in my body maybe that why am acting like this.<br />3170 food truck is now in the bronx but they didn't feed the people on 125th street first he coming soon just looking for green,black,yellow,blue and it will be conpletion, of all mix of races and you still won understand nothing i told you my son will win his place in the presidental race he already won so stop playing ok the votes are in now let our our next son be born now am tired of playing games with u people i didn't want to show it like this now believe now ok. Before it to late ok i don't want no one to die okay please listen ok they hurt me in the hospital in washington by holding me down in the bed but i remember awaking up bleeding but the pain i didn't mind for america all for a new beginning that all. Please listen ok please just listen okay and he not a muslin ok he a man a good man ok am talking about Obama now doctor martin luther kings i have even wrote to you on some of the things i seen happening around the worlds but people still choose not to believe damn you read my work i tearch people at my address 1777 grandconcouse ( # 5F as in faith ). go to my web site immem read it for yourself who i'm before it to late please i mneed my son to be born listen people the pain that all i can say, now ( Dr. martin luther king's) just explain one damn thing to me how a person with no kind of crimes of any kind end up in this mess here. What so ever keep up in these hospitals like these this where people of all races all regilions keep hurting me. What hurt the worse between the chruch and hospitals they real dont know what name name stand for by now what time do i have to be in. Do for love like this it one i work for this long so, eyes are the soul, i did myself and they taken my tax return money in Washington and PA too and they took. And covering this up to please all you people and non-believe stay the hell away from me because am tried of dealing with you people am tried of this and being treated like this, one last thing ( Dr. martin luther king ) pray for all your people because it's out of my hands now fix these problems now am tried of praying for people who believer. I only pray for persons who have faith, do you hear me now because i won't said it again and i mean it okay goodbye check out my web site on immem with ( NianaAyesha ) here are some of my true names as it keep change with tymes and time, well Dr. (martin luther king's) ours new president obama need more votes to win tis seat in the white house can you help us win his place he already won: well ( Dr martin luther king ) when the giant football teams need my help to win i gave it to them to win, and the help with some who i call when the teams are down as backup doctor king you known who they are so i won't tell names okay just like Obama need help with voters to help him win i stay online talking to states and contact i knew around the boro for supports for Obama so nothing wouldn't go wrong contact in brooklyn,queens the bronx, long island,new york new jersey,now people we need to stop playing now let him have his seat now ok. He already won okay now let work together now, ok now ( Dr. martin luther king) now i understand about the people why i eat like this or how much, and why i like all kind music, i see why now why all kind of people hate me so much it ok i don't hate them like they hate me.So i'll change the music now for better understanding sweet dream ( Dr. king's ) see you in the morning tuesday is a big day for me goodnite now am trying to be nice to these people but they are still want to hate me and have racism when i ask to take a shower to fix up myself i don't like be like this but these people think it a joke but when it happen to them we will see how funny it is to them and the doctor and patients is in on this is hell. Here dealing with these groupies and doctor here at columbia presbyterian hospital and then back to Gergeo Washington hospital but they will pay one way or the other that all now, i know who you are touch my son again or his or my money educations again now give all him money back and am because i know all the names you go by i told you the childrens education is first and all childrens races are first leave them alone or deal with me one on one am not playing any more now u play again. now (Dr.martin luther king) you know the Richard Rudolph is behind this mess as well am going to tell the police, social worker,statesman,boro presidents and who ever else is going to listen because i love my son more life it self president George W Bush don't want to hear it just like the other hospital knew what was going on the whole times since he was 4 years old like me and my son jamel. you have to help us here in america am going to ask obama can he help me and my son we need my help with vote i gave it to you now i need your help with a safe place to stay for me and my son we need some kind of help now (Dr. king) & (Elisha Muhammad) we need help obama to win. I not going to watch this happen again he will win i mean it now,ok team member am speaking to the giants team team key player eli manning i need your help you need my help for your teams to win i help you you i need support now help obama ask the teams and other people you know to help us win eli you know how it feel to win i seen you on tv holding the cup you remember that. Feel you had when our team win it make it come true please and will win again next year i promise with my help you know my name go on the internet and name is post it ok call up some people ok if that was so true let me have another son again and start it all over again like life, now Dr. king Zen masters one jew,two are spanish and washington DC i eats with some steak and other is a African america jew name matthew malcolm x and Dr. king we really need help with the poll please life need now it very impotant with this race he Obama is running in even vote count i truly believe with love be hope and faith we can different so why would u ask me a question like that if you can't do what you said question i ask let my son be born again and life start over and over and i notice my son was trying to said to me by mind to mind but it was not coming in to clear so i started bleeding i wish i could have made out what was he's was trying to said sometime it hard to understand the word we say to each other talking like this one day when we get face to face there will be fill understanding with love hope peace and faith i notice that las night the moon move where every i move to and i found it kind of strange it like the earth and sun was doing the same thing trying to warning me about something am trying to get a understanding of all a sign from my son am not getting sometime it hurt to look straight at it getting me mad to see so many people going home.When they only been here not even a week and week and passes to home whhen i ask for the same thing they just kick me to the side or act like am evening talking that make me very mad especially coming from my doctor who sopport known so much about me when he really known nothing at also why can it be just be love and happinness my son we need to on good note mind to mind am going to try to reach you today the best way i know how some day there will be freedom for all and for all plays for all race the day will come when Obama is president soon i'll just have to stand back watch it all play itself out well i wonder if am getting any email about these issues i been talking about or asking about with poll with life with freedom and with all races and gender of this world if we just take a minute to just think about what are we are going to each other it could make a different in each one of ours live now i remember in washington there was a African black male who was doctor there when what happen where happen i notice now he a was the doctor in washington DC the same staff member here the time 12:16 PM 18.03.2008 at columbia presbyterian hospital and am on my way to the state hospital waiting to see a jury i told the true i mean all i think he's real is matthew from the bible he make me very nerous when i him and am going to ask for another court hearing because of that what i seen just explain one thing Dr.martin luther king & malcolm x please tell why would this man follow me from washington to nyc to keep this going on what this madness just let it end there or here am tired with thid going back forward with this am tired of being damn like this let life just be for good not bad why he keep changing his appearence i all ready know who he is he just like chane job so i can't find out his Id but it to late for all that i seen his face for the last time again i seen his face for the last time again i seen him again outside i never said nothing to him maybe it better that way until his i get a better understanding of it ones day i'll ask him what was he doing at the hospital at that time in washington and back in nyc now well some of my friend on immem send some message but it still a not winner debate. TO WIN I SEEN YOU ON TV HOLDING THE TROPHER YOU REMEMBER THE FEELING WINNER. STANDING ON THE CAR SMILING WITH THE TEAMS MEMBER THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE . i'M CAUGHT IN HERE WITH PEOPLE WHO THERE FAMILY MEMBER ARE DOCTOR. WORKING WITH THEN TO GET THEM OUT OF HERE HOSPITAL THAT A PLUS FOR THEM FOR I'LLNEVER BE CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE I BET YOU THAT ONLY IN THE TRUTH FOR GOD NOW MY MOTHER IS FREE OUT OF THIS MESS THAT A PROMISE SING ALL THE SONG YOU CAN I WILL NEVER FOR.<br />______________________________________<br />To. Dr. martin luther king's:<br />August 19 2008.<br /><br />To cross a blood like my is wrong<br />Just how i thought the cards would falt all along<br />And metropolitan hospital is the cause was and Am telling on New york city to am tired of being Treated like this let freedom ring in 2009 they Can get a taste of there own medinice and the Dirt work will be done with this city of These People who get hurting me time is up for your Dirt you can't hold a good woman down <br />Am tired of telling the truth when noone believe <br />Non-thing am said'in so gone until and am bless<br />With benefit will be life that it no less getting Togther with my pleausure on the scene waking Up againt this world i use to call home Freedom Is still my number one factor and Education for our young well let me concentrate On life and the influence that made me write This in the first<br />Place but i enjoy telling these story because it The truth it basic information that pass on to One hear to but it pages of truth i guess a Sample of the thing i call a answer is to much to Ask for so let it be free like the but sure in my Skin life is starting over again at valentine Again Looking at the bus in Washington DC deciding On to come back to NYC again coming to Fordham road reliving it again this time union is The falt this time lebanon hospital cant take All The fall this time tell the true when did it really start And with who and what states it just keep Catching up with me where every i go <br />Wish i i could get it out of my life but where Every i go it just keep coming back like a Curse Inviting itself in my life and living have never Been easy for me as a child and raising up<br />A young son the choices we make in every Days life pack a punch on a daily and on Questions and answers i yet recieve a call from<br />Anyone until this very moment obama give them Hell dont go without a flight and it will alway be Hard to brethe every time for now on and am Still looking for the leaf to eat without trying not To think of the hungry children all over the World and think about about what i said earlier In the beginning of my storie i told the all who Was going to go down once i finish it alot of People would go down in this story because i Played it with my life how the story and the Endless names of lawyers who are involin with This coverup along with two presidents along with the ploit to change into world we called America and it standing here telling me what i Didn't do for it i tell you one thing <br />(I have a dream)<br /> that theirs days are number in The white-house because the truth sould of been out long Time ago and time come and go thru the fire so<br />Make it to go away or just hear the sound of Repeat the seach that looking for every more <br />Block ours dream since mark gave me the Medinice i have to stop and check the truth These so Called people are not saying and no One no my pain yet and the favorite are Freedom now walk with me down remember Lane and i promise you the truth and only the Truth and u still think you may stop ours dream<br />They are a mighty long ways thru and eye and Then to my son and the rage will be in a good Sence every time but to see this kind of pain Just hurt my heart but you will never know my Pain again but am not a shooter killing people i<br />Just speak the (word) it just would have Cause me walk and value my soul to walk in Freedom where every i go Sept 4 2008 rest in Peace Brooklyn AKA Jimmy see u when i get There so let me keep my head up even he gone <br />Living is more harder now so far i went to Three waked now you see one minute and the Next they are gone stick together America time<br />Are so hard now watching the new evening Harder now looking new on obama on his Presidentes to the white house make sure they Dont cheat him on his votes wake up this Morning feeling the heat heat from the sun and It alway seen to now (Brooklyn bryant) it not a Dream i see these days like this before u were Born and Mr carrion boro president act like He Didn't get a Email twice about the problems No Answer Back so i went to the steps and i Never Got any help back then from any of the Places i Name in my bio it all being uncover from The little to the biggest and i thought we were Friend until this happening to me and i draw the Line arrest <br />Me for non-thing in my own home in The bronx Where faith laid at they are wrong And they Know it as now and telling on Lebanon Hospital EMS worker because they Got the Polices departement the 44th and 46th and the news Cameramens channel 5 and channel 7 they Hancuff me to a chair out of my own home for Nonthing on Sept 17 2007 but I'll stand for my Religion that is one of my freedom here in America and the minute the put the handcuff on Me i started bleeding all over the places they Smiling while they were going what they were Doing mean while the day before i got baptism On Sept 16 2007 as a Christian so they arrest a Christian for nonthing what kind of world are We living in where you can't sit in your own Home in peace it a shame here in America Where i live in the bronx now you tell me am Safe how how is that when you tell the polices To come in my home for nonthing no crime or Drug so why were there answer the Question please tell me that ? well i just be in The place where i can get some rest the Resting place where i feel safe in my church Where no one can hurt me again home and <br />I dare someone to get involved with this affair <br />I knew you were a liar and you called your self <br />A President ? G.W. Bush i thought one day you Could be beaten like this with this election no Recount a landslide easy votes i just thought this was a bad dream that all that i couldn't wakeup from and passover, the feast of Unleavened Bread, and day of Pentecost, the beginning with the Second Coming of Christ.<br />And then we will get a long like a family one day<br />When the war is far gone way like the peace on sunday in the air when people going to church kind of like a out-towner welcome but i not the one to go around make bad faces at people so you will never know what i need <br />Is to feel safe in my own home when am relating in my own apartement when i dont feel like coming out of some time i can feel safe guessing why the the policemens where at my door in the first place ? no one will still answer this question until this very day smile if you will It can happen to you too i dont think so and am a human being and am a woman too deep in my religion to but i dont want to feel hurt anymore <br />Either American make me sad every day i look back on the day in my apartement right after the <br />baptismist too not feel safe in my own home becase of the polices departements to again am going to say it no crime or drug either so again am going to say George washington hospital in (COLUMBUS DC) is the cause this time they cause this to happen to me Iit was a hit plan that all but little did they know who they were playing with and am still humane but the journey have not been easy it hard to look back on and i promise u the investigation is still worth it now and again i ask u why did you steal from my church and my job to, i told at the beginning i a rider of the truth, so what lesson did you learn to day. <br />What not to do and what to do in my profile Diary is it going all around the world speaking the truth about what happen to me and i dont care who dont like it either because it is a promise from the day i was born to carry-out to very end. but it so sad how america would lie that so u sould hear it like this again and again <br />because the news stations keep lying about story i gave them about a company name sear's how they treat people who work at their job is not good and again i going to say it again Queen is no lover of music it there falt too just remember all 105th of my blvd to your City halls marching for a cause do u remember now ask B.Butler who was a Union-Rep local 420 and DC37 and he was a long to my father friend the friend of the family you would never think about and you would stand-up say u know me now right i thought you might say that so why did u steal from my church and NYCHA too that a dame shame and ELLIS ISLAND to who counting the jobs am retired that it. <br />Am not running so ask them about my name it have a meaning of it own they both do a messager of the word the journey to the end the beginning of life that it at the same came to jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: <br />for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him jesus answered and said onto him, Verily,verily, i say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God again am not running anymore so why did u all steal from my church and you think u can forsake me again i dont think so answer the question NYC i mean America why do u do that to me and i just work in far to long<br />So i must say so this use to be my world until what happen to me and the poilt was on but i tell u one thing i remember music alway i never forgot it never it have save alway thru good and bad feeling so am going to take u away again why did you steal from my church and you want me to be gone for awhile right am forever right to that to okay let keep talking about some of the questions i been asking along faith that it so bring your best game am ready ok the battle u cant win no ways no form.<br />______________________________________<br />To Dr. Martin luther king's<br />Sept 30 2008<br />( I have a dream)<br /><br />My day is just begin again<br />short and darken passing very fast <br />put me cross thru these religious time<br />how can u you steal from my church<br />why steal from the church because u dont know any better but the not the cause just the one who's hurt me every time they think they make it worst than better so dont ask me for any kind of help because i told i'll live to tell about these days am living in but i feel sad about telling the story again i dont have time to waste energy like that so take your lie else where i have history to change my song Empowerment of other reader like me and in the name of truth some where out there the truth lie out there it just like good vs evil is a good way to think about what am saying from the beginning to the end but it will be neverending <br />all because u keep lying about who you really is but again i ask why me why family and me and my son never did nothing to anyone but have faith in America and wisdom to know that something is wrong with this picture why i ask why steal from my church what little money i was making at where i work it a shame and they took that from me to but i still make a way to help my son go to college and rent too without any help but dont track me because all u will fine is zero that it because of what u did<br />Everlasting am going on with life without knowing why i was arrest why these people came in my apartment i hope they i got a kick out of what they did because i dont need the smile okay so let me get up the voice i was mean to use for the name of freedom and my collection for the truth is still in good since for the respect from America plus am a woman of God so what more do u want from me, but i ask for the truth many time before and got no help from your people with no faith in humanity why sould i have keep telling it from beginning to neverending but all kind of names will be display and u tell me you care about music and you're going around doing thing like this it a shame this is why we are at war now because of thing like this killing for no reason at all again i ask u why me and my family and my church plus my fate and u still think this some made up story i dont think so only true fact in my daily life not what someone want me to be well when u are use to a habit of life styles such as my it not the the work or the type of jobs it how well it gone and u think about what you done all ready is still cause this war we are in the first place but am not the who want to keep talking about because i told u in the first place it all cause some oil right i think so and where it popin up and u still want to call your self a president yeah right so how can u explain some event that happen to the times and the places it okay am safe now in my church so u keep stealing from good hearted people like me but u will alway be liar that u can't change that either now are u speechless yet so know more secret it all out in the open <br />and my family didn't give the support i thought they would they this with all but i dont got time to explain just tell my story that it.<br />______________________________________<br />To Dr. Martin luther king's <br />Oct 7 2008<br />Continue ( I have a dream) when the nations are<br />going to come together as one and stop the wars thru out each others and think about each others family so u will never know what that feel like because u have no feel about nothing but yourself and u said you know music or about love how could you laugh at life like it a game as u gone to far by doing thing like this so i must stay away from u when you do thing like this and i still going to a lady about what happen because u are very young learning about life and i remember when i was young to and am a critizen too so why would i let people do this because i no how to love flighting solve nothing specially when you know, I never did nothing to anyone in my life and that the truth to<br />so who are u really fooling yourself right all i can say is fate is a dangerous thing to play with. http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected Delta 0 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss <a href="http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected/photo/jbe23AAjSn/"><img src="http://srv0204-03.sjc3.imeem.com/g/p/c7a0a4a5bfc9aaf71bd1802863ab6854_thumb.gif" /></a><br /><p></p> http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected/photo/jbe23AAjSn/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 18:30:20 -0000 jbe23AAjSn <a href="http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected/photo/-vr_jYXwQM/"><img src="http://srv0204-02.sjc3.imeem.com/g/p/fb59bf8af4a2b18f0665548793674c0f_thumb.jpg" /></a><br /><p></p> http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected/photo/-vr_jYXwQM/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 18:30:19 -0000 -vr_jYXwQM NianaAyesha christmas music http://www.imeem.com/nianasoulcollected/playlist/fdSbBxX2/christmas_music_music_playlist/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 00:39:10 -0000 LtSqjkpOfi NianaAyesha the best of jonny Depp 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