Wow.

ashurii mokona — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 19:38:24 -0000

12th grade has started and its gonna end pretty soon since im not going to school after Jan. I will be able to stay home and not have to go to school since I've doubled up on some classes so I could do this. I will just have to take the other half of my english class online. I felt really grown up being able to make this choice, and thank god, the principle allowed me to do this as well. Not just that, because of the process of changing classes and so on, I have found out who my real friends are and who it just shit. Well, I have known she is shit, but she just treated me like shit for the last time. I am the kind of person who wants to believe people can change. Some people can, but others just can't sadly. But I would forgive her nevertheless, eveytime she did me wrong and finally for once I just stopped talking to her all together. She has said nothing to me about our small fight, and I'm glad, because, I do NOT want to talk to her. Sadly, she will try to talk to me sometimes, but I just give her a quick response and thats it. And on top of this, I have most of my classes with her, but I guess it teaches me how to act, and it shows me I can be on my own, I don't need others to make me feel happy. At least I still do have one good friend. She has been so supportive.

I just want to get away from this place. I need to. I can't let this place take over me. I need to do things, go out places, see new people. And the place I am right now, I can't do that. But for now, I will just continue to stay inside my inner world and write and work hard on school work so I can get out of here.

Updates to playlist: The A-B Theory

ashurii mokona — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 20:13:10 -0000

Updates to playlist: Kiss Kiss

ashurii mokona — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 22:30:05 -0000

The Convalescent Heart by Statepark

ashurii mokona — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:45:27 -0000

Act I The Theatre by STATEPARK

ashurii mokona — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:38:05 -0000

Cinematic Eternity by STATEPARK

ashurii mokona — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:35:24 -0000

Updates to playlist: My fave music

ashurii mokona — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 20:56:32 -0000

Updates to playlist: Apollo's Child

ashurii mokona — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 01:32:42 -0000

Updates to playlist: Scary Kids Scaring Kids

ashurii mokona — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 00:53:15 -0000

Updates to playlist: la nuit de sanctifie

ashurii mokona — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 01:11:07 -0000