Princess Antoaneta

My inheritance is the Word of God

Princess Antoaneta — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 08:54:11 -0000

My inheritance is the Word of God

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

Who is richer then the one

who knows the truth of God?

Who is richer than the one

who's heart is in heaven?

Who is richer then the one

who loves God with all of his strength

and heart and soul

and loves his neighbor as himself?

Lord God Almighty Your riches,

the true riches You gave me I can not describe.

I wish the whole world was a stage

so I can stand and proclaim to all:

"I am rich! Yes I am rich beyond measure!

Come and I will share my rices with you!

Come and I will share the Living water

that flows out of my heart,

come and I will share the Bread of Life

the Lord gave me to share.

Just be still and listen!

I will tell you the Word

that made me free forever!"

O My Everlasting Father!

Some say that I am a dreamer,

some think that I have no life of my own,

some tell me that I need to be balanced,

but only You are my Witness,

only You know how serious it's the call

You had called Your children with!

Some times I think to my self:

"Why did You save me

and what do You want me to do?"

Then in my spirit I see through Your eyes

the lost in darkness sheep.

And there is the answer!

The last command of Jesus

echoes in my soul!

And I hear His sweet voice telling me

and the rest of my brothers and sisters:

"All authority has been given to Me

in heaven and on earth.

Go therefore and make disciples

of all the nations,

baptizing them in the name of the Father

and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit,

teaching them to observe all things

that I have commanded you;

and lo, I am with you always,

even to the end of the age.” Amen.

Lord God, my Holy Father I hear His voice,

the voice of Your Son, Jesus Christ!

This command comforts my soul,

because I know that I have a reason

to live in this world.

A world full of death and brutality,

a world of darkness and confusion.

Lord if I didn't have Your Word

I wouldn't have wanted to live in this world!

You, the Almighty called me to do Your will.

You have given me the greatest honor there is!

To be a vessel of honor,

to be filled with Your glory and power and Light!

To receive Your love and go into the world

and proclaim Your salvation!

Salvation belongs to the Lord!

Glory! My heart sings!

I have the greatest calling,

a calling I haven't even dreamed of!

Holy is the Lord of Lords!

Holy is the King of kings!

Holy is the Lamb of God!

Immanuel, Sweet Savior,

God with us!

I embrace You with my heart

and I worship You in spirit and in truth.

I have nothing to say to no one

unless You speak through me my Lord!

People are hurting, people are dying,

people are crying and they need You Father!

They need You like never before.

I know that many love darkness rather than Light

because there deeds are evil,

but there are some who are waiting

to embrace the Truth and become rich forevermore.

You are my riches.

Your Word is all I have as an inheritance from Your.

Starting with Father Abraham then king David,

looking back I asked myself today,

what happened to the great earthly riches they had?

They have perished long ago, but the true riches,

the true everlasting inheritance,

the true blessings they left for me are Your Word!

The Word I love because Your Word is Life!

Your Word is Your Truth, Your Light, Your glory!

I love You and I love all about You Righteous Father!

I love You and I adore You because of You I live today,

because of You I have eternal life.

My life I will share with the lost in darkness souls.

I know that You will guide me with Your eyes

and You will speak through Your little child!

I thank You and I trust You!

I need You and I am willing to go

every where You want me to!

What is Your pleasure!

Where do You want Us to go?

I bow before Your throne of grace to worship You,

knowing that Jesus Christ lives in me

and He will teach me everything I must know.

Glory to Your name!

I bless you Holy Father!

In Jesus name I pray!

Amen!

10. 28. 07

01: 22 a. m.

Tuesday

I listen to the Risen Christ in me

Princess Antoaneta — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:45:51 -0000

I listen to the Risen Christ in me

Part One

(A Psalm of Antoaneta)

What do the words of mere men

mean to You my Heavenly Father,

and what is the meaning of my words

if I do not fulfill them?

What is the meaning of my words

if I just throw them into the wind

and never fallow through?

What is the meaning of my words

if I forget them the moment they live my temple?

My words just spoken have no meaning.

My words just spoken and not fulfilled

are vain and shallow.

My words are meaningless if I do not do what I say.

Indeed many times I had spoken

and I believed that I will do as my mouth ottered

but the moment I spoke I forgot my promise.

So I come today to ask You for forgiveness,

for every word I've ever spoken and I have not fulfilled.

I come to make old thins new,

to start afresh with You my King.

I know You will forgive me,

for it is You who drew me to repent.

Your awesome love draws me closer to Your light

and the more I see Your light

the more I want to imitate You as a dear little child.

Thank You that You are the God

of second chances to infinity!

Thank You that when I repent of my sins

You remember them no more!

How can I describe Your loving kindness,

how can I thank You,

how can I repay You for everything You've ever done?

My words I will watch from now on

as precious diamonds and rubies coming from Your treasures.

Instead of death I will speak life,

instead of curses I will speak blessings,

instead of evil I will meditate on what is good.

My thoughts I will bring into the captivity

of You Lord Jesus Christ.

My words will be Your words,

my words will be Spirit and the Spirit is life.

And I will speak life, blessings and healing,

I will speak justice, truth and forgiveness,

I will speak as You say speak because You live in me.

My sorrow will turn to joy.

And my joy will be full because I will speak Your Word.

Your Word is Holy!

You Word is You! Your Word is my Life!

The Life You gave me when I was born of You

to know You and obey You with a pure heart!

This is the desire of my heart

that I walk and talk like You Lord God.

Humble as the Lamb of God,

wise as a serpent, gentle as a dove.

I want to walk like You Lord Jesus,

I want to think like You!

You told me that if I delight in You

that You ill give me the desires of my heart.

I do not know much about who I am today

because I am just a little child.

I do not know much about who I am

because I know so little about You God.

But I desire to know You and I renounce pride.

I humble myself before You

so one day You may exalt me God.

How can I know the direction to go

if You do not guide me with Your eyes,

how can I know the truth if You don't live in my heart?

O show me Your glory, show me Your love,

most Merciful and Righteous Father God!

My heart is full of praise, for my heart is in heaven,

my heart overflows with riches no eye has ever seen.

My heart rejoices because I am Your redeemed.

Sing my heart, sing a new song to your God!

He is Good and He is Lord!

He is the Savior of the world!

The world lost in darkness because of sin,

the world that is in torment and pain and confusion.

The world that lays under the sway of the wicked one.

The world that is trapped under the yoke of Satan,

but his time is short, so short.

O Lord my God!

Here I come, Your little child,

willing to be taught by You,

willing to fallow You Jesus

so You may make me a fisher of men.

The men who are waiting to hear You

and to receive You,

the men You have predestined

from before the world began.

These men are mighty warriors of Yours,

they know good and evil Lord,

they hate there lives

and they are ready to forsake their lives,

lives full of pain and countless lies and sorrow.

They are ready to forsake the doctrines of demons

and embrace the truth of God!

I listen to the Risen Christ in me

Princess Antoaneta — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 02:12:27 -0000

I listen to the Risen Christ in me

Part Two

Holy Word that will come from my mouth

that will set the captives free for Your glory!

Here I am, teach me.

I am willing to learn, I am willing to obey Your Word

and do as You command me my King!

You are the Life I live,

and I want to know the purpose You have for me!

I know so little yet and because of it

often I used to cry and stumble,

often i used to be afraid,

often I used to walk astray,

often I let Satan come and steal the Word You gave me,

but that was in my youth,

that was when I was full of pride

and I did not call upon Your name!

Now I call on You O Lord and I trust You!

I know that all things work together for good

for those who call God

and who are called according to His purpose.

I know that now I am strong in the power of Your might!

Now I know that it is You who live in me

and I have been crucified!

Now the Word became flesh and dwelt among them again!

Your Word my God is all I believe in!

Your Word is the lamp to my feet!

Your Word is all I need to stand on,

Your Word is the Bread of Life I eat,

Your Word is the Living Water I drink!

Your Word only I want to speak!

Your Word, so sweet,

sweeter than honey and the honey comb,

Your Word is the Life I live!

Feel me with Your Word!

Feel me with Your truth.

I was an old broken vessel,

I was useless and unclean,

but now because of the blood You shed for me

and the Word that You gave me I am new, I am clean,

ready to be used by the Master's hand!

Feel this vessel, let it overflow

so I may be used by You like never before!

There is a world trapped in darkness

and I hear their cry day and night,

I see blind people all around me,

their ears deaf, their garments dirty and thorn to peaces,

their nakedness uncovered.

They are thirsty, they are starving and

there hearts are cold like stones

because of pain and countless brutal lies!

I listen to the Risen Christ in me!

Princess Antoaneta — Tue, 30 Oct 2007 01:58:12 -0000

I listen to the Risen Christ in me

Part Three

Lord You were merciful to me!

I know what You did to save me,

You gave me faith to believe in Jesus

and You drew me unto Yourself by Your Holy Spirit,

You called me blessed, and blessed I am forevermore!

But Lord, look at them.

I have no rest seeing the lost and starving souls.

They need You Father!

They need You more than ever for the times are evil.

The end is coming soon!

Satan is walking two and fro

seeking whom he may devour.

Arise my Lord!

Aries and pity the lost in darkness souls

please hear their cry!

They do not know better.

They do what they do because of ignorance my King!

They curse because of pain!

They are tormented by demons.

They are addicted to drugs

because they have found escape in them,

the only escape that they know from pain.

But how can drugs save them from pain?

How can strong liquor ease the pain?

Pain so so excruciating they know from birth.

How can psychiatrists and psychologist

erase the memories of rapes, and molestations,

brutal bitings and abuse and hatred

even from the closest so called "family and friends"?

O God look at us the mortals of this world!

Look at us the sinners You love so much!

Who is our God if not You?

Who is our Healer if not You?

Who is our Redeemer if not You?

Who is our Savior if not You?

It is written:

"If I be lifted up I will draw all men unto Myself!"

You were lifted up!

You were lifted up on the cross Lord Jesus Christ,

so those who believe in You not to perish

but have everlasting life.

Our vision too near to see the heavens,

You had to come down to earth!

Our carnal mind wouldn't have believe that God are real

if You did not come to show us the Love of God!

So, Everlasting Father, You opened my eyes,

You spoke life to my dry bones and gave me the Breath of Life!

You gave me Your Holy Spirit that shows me all things,

You gave me the faith to believe Your Word!

And I am thankful, so thankful,

but I do not come to pray for myself.

I am exalted with You sited in the heavens in You

at the right hand of the Majesty on High,

but look at them the ones who are still without You,

the ones who are perishing because of luck of knowledge,

look at them, like a sheep going to the slaughter.

Look at them, my Best Forever Friend!

Please give them another chance to know You

before You require of their soul.

Give them the chance to repent

if they have not sinned against You

with a sin that leads unto death!

I lift them up to You my Father!

Please pity them the way You pitied me.

I know you love us all more than we can comprehend.

I know why they do what they do!

I was one of them before You saved me!

My eyes were blind, my ears deaf,

I did evil because I was born in sin and shaped in iniquity!

I did what my flesh desired to do!

I was dead!

I was one of the greatest sinners I've ever met,

and I was a servant of Satan.

I was diligently serving my evil master

because I did not know You Lord.

But now I know You and I had renounced Satan and sin

and now I am a child of Light.

Now I am a child of Love.

Now I am a child of God Himself!

I come as Your child

so You may teach me what I must do!

I come as Your child so You may lead me

in the ways that I should go.

I come as Your child,

so You may show me how to do Your works.

Father I am so unlearned.

Please teach me.

Not as the Pharisees and the Scribes had taught me,

not as the unlearned had taught me,

but teach me as You want me to be taught!

Teach me please because my heart is broken

every time I lay my eyes on the souls deceived by lies.

Must I turn my eyes away from them,

must I not cover their nakedness,

must I not feed them, and give them drink.

O Holy Father!

I hurt with them and my heart is broken

every time I look upon them.

What must I do?

Jesus fed the multitudes with five fishes

and two loaves of bread.

I want to do the some.

He healed the lepers,

He open the eyes of the blind,

the paralyzed walked and the dead rose

because You send Him for Your glory!

Well, teach me and send me.

I want to do as He did.

The words He spoke were:

"If you believe in Me, the works that I do

you will do also and greater works than this you will do

because I go to the Father" .

I believe in Him.

I believe the Word that proceeded

out of the mouth of the Messiah!

The One I love more then my old life,

the One I only desire to fallow!

So I submit to You O Holy Father!

I submit today!

Here I am, send me and save the world,

the world You love so much!

Save the lost in darkness souls!

In Jesus name I pray!

Your kingdom come

Your will be done

on earth as it is in heaven!

I worship You my Holy Father!

Hallowed be Your name!

Amen!

10. 27. 07

12: 47 p. m.

Monday

I fly on the wings of Your glory

Princess Antoaneta — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 23:08:23 -0000

I fly on Your wings of glory

(A psalm of Antoaneta)

I fly on Your wings of glory

and I hear the angels sing: "Holy!"

I fly on Your wings of mercy

and I hear the voices of the of the lost in darkness souls.

And I say Lord, here I am!

Here I am!

Here I am my Father,

let Us go and heal the sick ,

let Us go and touch the broken hearted,

let Us go and tell them that there is no death

for those who receive You as their Father.

Father to the fatherless You are .

Comfort to the comfortless,

Love for all, and goodness, and mercy and grace and peace and joy.

You are Life Everlasting, and he who receives Your Word

and believes in You will be saved.

I fly on the wings of Your love and the peace,

I fly on the wings of Your forgiveness,

I fly on the wings of Your righteousness,

I fly on the wings so holy and divine, and I want to share You

with every men You created to know You!

O Lord how can I withhold from them the Truth that lives in me?

How can I not go and tell them who You are

and what You did to save all of those hwo believe in Your Son?

O Lord, look how many they are, look upon them Father,

look how hurting they are without Your Holy Presence.

They are naked, Lord cover there nakedness.

They are bleeding from their wounded hearts,

look my Lord, let Us go to heal them with Your Word!

O God, yes I love Your heavens, I love Your kingdom,

and I love You Lord, but Father down on earth

there are billions who will perish forever

if they do not receive Your Word,

so let Us go!

Lord, they hunger, they thirst, they are dead

without the Holy Spirit, they are lost forever

without the Spirit of Truth.

They walk and live in a kingdom of deseption,

poisoned by satan, the ruler of this world.

O God they are many, so many orphans in this world,

look at their blinded eyes,

open their eyes lest they perish in the auther darkness

where there will be everlasting flames of hell and gnashing of teeth.

Here I am! Let Us go to the next city,

let Us go to every nation, let Us go to every tribe,

You speak all tongues, You know all things,

You have tested every heart and You know why

they are living in darkness and why they hurt so much.

O how can I judge a blind men who is blind to Your Light,

who never had the eyes to see You?

How can I judge a deaf man who has never had

the ears to hear Your truth?

How can I judge the paralyzed who can not get up and walk,

how can I judge the one whom You want to justify?

How can I curse the one You want to bless?

How can I hate the one you love so much

that You gave Your Son Jesus Christ to die on their place?

How can I condemn the ones who

have been deceived by the spirit of the Antichrist?

O Holy Father they are hurting, they have no peace,

look at them cursing in there madness,

cursing You without knowing how much You love them God.

I fly on Your wings of Love,

where no temptation can overtake me.

I fly on Your wings of Love where no lust of the eyes,

no lust of the flesh nor pride of life can make me

disobey You Holy Father.

I fly on Your wings of love where there is peace and goodness

and every treasure You have given me.

I fly so high, my enemies can't touch me!

I fly so high, I fly so high, I fly so high!

Higher than the heavens where You and I dwell.

Where You and I have been from the beginning!

I fly so high and there is no good thing

that You would withhold from those who diligently seek You!

There is no good thing that You want to withhold

even from those who still don't know You !

You took me to the highest place I ever knew.

You took me here on Your wings so I may behold You,

so where You may teach me not as the world teaches me,

but as You teach me by Your Holy Spirt.

O Lord, my God!

You took me to the highest high so You may deliver me from all evil,

so You may save me from my sins and make me holy,

for no men shall see You without holiness my Father.

You took me here so You may teach me how not to sin against You.

You took me here so I may know why people sin against You

and never judge again by what I see or what I hear.

You took me here so I may feel their pain and shame, and anguish,

so I may see how great the darkness is

that covers the earth without Your Presence.

You took me on Your wings to let me see with Your eyes ,

to let me hear with Your ears, to let me feel with Your heart,

You took me here to the highest high,

and You opened Your heart to me so I may feel

Your agape love for me and every other sinner ever lived.

O You exalted me to see those who are down

at Your feet crawling and crying, hurting and dying,

rewarding evil with evil, unable to forgive,

full of bitterness and hatred, full of malice and deceit.

So how can I not love them?

How can I not love them with Your love,

the love You showed us at the Cross of Calvary

when You gave Your Son Jesus Christ

to die for every men ever lived!

I bow before You Father.

I bow before You humbled by the truth

You have shown me about the world You love so much.

I am high above the heavens on Your wings,

where I have been from before the foundation of the world!

I am high on Your glorious wings, in the most sacred place,

where You welcomed me to be,

so I may behold the Lamb of God!

So I may behold Your Holy Son,

the One who gave His life for me

and every other sinner ever lived,

so if they receive Him they may be with You forever,

the way I am with my Everlasting Father.

On Your wings I fly!

I fly on Your wings of glory,

and I hear the angels in heaven sing:

"Holy!"

07.26.07

01:50 p.m.

Thursday